Sunday, May 30, 2004
when i turn the lights out
when i close my eyes
reality overcomes me
im living a lie
fantasia won!!
shes okay la.
although i kinda wanted diana to win.
hmmm
i hate endings of american idol.
ha!
and oohmygawd i just remembered
that seventh is my birthday
whatever banana!
nearly forgot abt it
RAH.
class position is 11; school position is 65
sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks
and friday wass like the last day of school!
yesyesyesssssss.
but i'll be going back like twice or thrice a wk
for volleyball training. x|
oh well at least i wont be bored
got quite a bit of homework..
esp chinese! ha.
Friday, May 28, 2004
*so yesterday
haix. d0nt talk about it.
i lost my wallet
in a damn arcade
in a damn tampines mall
was playing
i was sure i left it at that shooting thingee
damn that person who took it
i even had my CONCERT TICKET in there
plus i just topped up my ez-link
im just so lucky to have them as friends!!
love you all` XD
i have to go to the tampines regional library to cancel my damn ez-link
in case people borrow books and i get fined.
damn it, darn. argh!!
Monday, May 24, 2004
--yesterday
watched shrek with `happy family
harhar. so damn funny
must watch k!!
i love the donkey
and the cat
eeew.. so cute.
i collected tonns of postcards of it
`happy family is embarrased for all i care
free gift; buy 4 tickets and get a shrek
a shrek with 3 rats in its tummy
bouncy and wobbly. i think the rats are three blind mice
harhar. i accidentally took the wobbly thingee out
XD it belongs to mel. so fun k, your shrek.
:) happy day with happy family
--today
got "the curious incident of the dog in the night-time"
i read so fast.
first time so fast
all because of SHARYL KUA
say until like very interesting
keeping me in suspense
hmph! SK, i hate you for that. XD
thanks for keeping me in suspense
so fun *mumbles* yea right
* have watched `all rocks:
-50firstdates [twice]
-van helsing
-troy
-shrek2
* want to watch:
-new york minute
-mean girls
-cat woman
-spiderman2
-13 going on 30
-drama queen
-ella enchanted
-harry potter
so i better scrimp & save. (:
Friday, May 21, 2004
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
[it's my life]
i shan't say much. you say it all
i let you say, for what goes on
i know the truth. i know it myself
i shall let you say whatever
i shall pretend you're transparent
you shall badmouth me all the way
saying that i act cute
but it's just a phase that i'll go through
i shall overcome you
what has been will never be
Thursday, May 20, 2004
got back my results.
how well do you think i would've gotten if i slacked
if i ever studied.
wow. i think i need to study
my marks are as bad as hell
im afraid to show it to my parents
im so disappointed with myself
i didn't do as well as expected
especially my eng
Design and technology is really no hope. cant be help
had lotsa fun today. heh~
playing at the fitness corner
well. i need to mug now.
where should i even start?
im lost
bloody hell; if only i studied
i hate myself for not studying
and writing the wrong title for chinese compo
i wanted to write "happiness" for english compo
i could've done well.
i hate myself
ohwells. what is done cannot be undone
just trying to smile :D
Monday, May 17, 2004
boys will laugh at girls when they're not funny.
[the day before]*
watched troy.
thought it was all abt fighting and war fighting and war.
it's damn nice
just that there are some RA parts
brad pitt's body is soo nice
SHAPELY~
haha. looks oily though
tons of handsome looking guys and pretty woman
but i hate the person sitting beside me
laugh for no reason
LAMER~
[this day]*
roller blading was though
fell down at times
hurt myself
overall it was good
roller blading was far better than cycling
but was hot and heavy
when i took the roller blade my feet felt free :D
then went bowling
things somehow got confusing
from free shoes and socks to $1 shoes and socks
3 games to 1 single pathetic game
some people could bowl and thought they could bowl
they squat down and pushed the bowling ball
how pathetic~
haha. not insulting any one.
then went arcade
para para and stuff like that. fun XD
just could stop-- got kinda addicted
but we had to. no money left*
legs are tired
hands are riot
*bleah haha. it wasn't meant to be funny. dont laugh
love this day but might hate wednesday
*yawn results seem bad; dont wanna talk about it anymore
tomorrow: napfa. don't wanna run anymore :|
Sunday, May 16, 2004
whoopeedoo
mm now that the exams are over
i think i gotta stop being lazy
sighhhhhhh*
damn bored now
wahahahx.call me ulu.i dont care:D
Friday, May 14, 2004
now finally. mid-year exams are over!! thank god! hallelujah. but i don't think i'll do well for design and technology. it's just not my flare. oh gosh. watched another movie. van helsing. damn scary. darn. i didn't know that i was screaming so loudly. (: embarressed, i am. i can't believe i spent so much. don't be surprised when i go out on monday my allowance would be gone again. wahaha. im a shopaholic. (: im so happy that mid-years are finally over. just afraid that my results will you know~. i practically SLACKED all the way. i didnt study. but if i pass i would be contended. that shows that without books i still can pass. (: hehe. shows how smart i am yea? i can never be THAT smart. after all, im just a mediocre person. originality rocks!
watched van helsing with debbie sharyl eleen
jobel kereen huijuan and jess(:
van helsing rocks!
it was damn good.seriously.
everyone in the world shld go catch it.
kate beckinsale is so darn pretty lar!(:
whether she was fighting or her hair was super messy
those evil brides of dracula were damn pretty!
( although they looked damn scary )
everyone was screaming ( scary part )
haha i love love love love love the show.
i wanna watch it again!:D
sharyl kept proclaiming that she's cute.
whatever sharyl!
haha. everyone took my phone. like that sick advert
sharyl wanted to take plenty of pictures of herself
really wadever~ haha =X
lunched at foodcourt was normal(:
spent alot of money already.
tampines mall was full of pasirians
the exams are finally over.
:D -grinn
people were busy looking for eleen's bday present!
but i really really dont know!
maybe i shld get some ideas frm that lady on the escalator.xP
life is good.
for now.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
english; pretty easy please please a1 or a2
chinese; oh mamasan! fail already! i couldnt understand a single word.
history; i crapped through. but was pretty okay.
geography; writing absolute rubbish.mapwork 1/15?
e maths; screwed up section a and b.[?!?]
lit; filed practically nothing
science; i predict failure.
design and technology; if i pass..i'll give you a million $$
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colours in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you're...
You're something else
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
Do you want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But, lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad
So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
Better... better...
For real
Cause underneath it all,
You are my real Prince Charming
Like the heat from the fire
You were always burning
And each time you're around
My body keeps calling
For your touch
Your kisses and your sweet romancing
There's an underside to you
That so many adore
Aside from your temper
Everything else secure
You're good for me, baby
Oh that, I'm sure
Cause over and over again
I want more
You've used up all your coupons
And all you've got left is me
And somehow I'm full of forgiveness
I guess it's meant to be
Saturday, May 08, 2004
An individual, feeding my habits of adrenaline.
my life and style are all fused together by self- expression and creativity. Rules are only bound by my imagination.
This is MY domain.
i may be busy in the things i do
but never will i forget some one like you
so im shouting out to let you know
you're in my mind more often than you know
laugh and let loose
Lecture: An art of transferring information from the notes of the
lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through "the minds
of either".
Conference: The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.
Compromise: The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.
Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine will-power is defeated by feminine water power...
Dictionary: A place where success comes before work.
Conference Room: A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.
Classic: A book which people praise, but do not read.
Smile: A curve that can set a lot of things straight.
Office: A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.
Yawn: The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.
Etc: A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.
Committee: Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.
Experience: The name men give to their mistakes.
Atom Bomb: An invention to end all inventions.
Philosopher: A fool who torments himself during life, to be spoken of when dead.
Opportunist: A person who starts taking bath if he accidentally falls into a river.
Optimist: A person who while falling from Eiffel Tower says in midway "See I am not injured yet."
Miser: A person who lives poor so that he can die rich.
Father: A banker provided by nature.
Criminal: A guy no different from the rest....except that he got caught.
Boss: Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.
Politician: One who shakes your hand before elections and your confidence after.
Doctor: A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you with his
bills.
dont let your world be torn apart
dont keep it all to yourself
just let all your emotions run free
with someone like me
thats the way it should be
someone like me
i know its hard when you're feeling down
to lift your feet up off the ground
we make mistakes but doesnt everybody
you dont always have to agree with someone like me
thats the way it should be
someone like me
we know the story so far
what you want and who you are
let all your emotions run free
you dont always have to agree
with someone like me
thats the way it should be
someone like me
Thursday, May 06, 2004
oh doodle. i had a REAL good time today. i went shopping together with my old friend Samantha. Ohyea. She hasn't changed. She's still as pretty as ever that wherever she walks, there'll be people asking for her number. (: She hasn't changed. I can accept the fact. Well, she's still persuading me to transfer to her dear school Temasek. I might consider. But she might be the only friend i have there. I'll have to start all over. Without orientations of course. We took neoprints! Cool huh? We posed. i cant believe it. i just posed! Then we went for a movie. Win a date with
*story : tongue twisted
becky went to timbuktu. shopped around shouting "BOO!". then she realised she had to go to the loo. she badly badly needed to poo.
finished with her shopping list. beckster ran a very long dist. til she spotted a loo in the mist. went in and SUDDENLY her tongue twist.
becks screamed and quickly ran out. sat on a rollercoaster with a pout. her tongue has twisted, surely,no doubt. the crazy girl ran all about.
tried her darnest to say "BOO". but all that came out was a little "moo". she cant say her fave word too! angry, depressed.. she went to the zoo.
then she went out to sea. saw rachoo eating a pea. "the HIDE is THIGH" she tried to say. except it came out in a farnie way.
ANGRY, she pulled out the soaked rachoo. then SMILING and with a push, poor rachoo went "AHCHOO!"
OH the satisfaction of pushing someone into the sea. hahahee. "saboo n meloo's done it n so has me" she thought, clapping her hands with glee.
"i can LAKE up very WATE tomorrow.." she said, her voice filled with sorrow. As she munched on a bright pink marshmallow, she punched a passing mashi maro.
strolling in a park, she saw a beehive. furious she boxed it, bees.. she killed five. cut the bees up with a knife, thinking "at least i still have an interesting social life."
*a story: the satisfaction of pushing someone into the sea
out in the sea in a boat. meloo pushes rachoo n hope she'll float. nice saboo passes rachoo a coat. around rachoo we build a moat.
oh bahh. rachoo goes AH CHOO!
rachoo caught a cold. saboo OH SO BOLD. rachoo's arm she tightly hold.
pulled her out n then PUSH! back in she go.
OH the satisfaction of pushing someone into the sea. hahahee. saboo's done it n so has me. we each feed rachoo a yummy green pea. while shes floating around in the open sea.
-end of senseless story that rhymes starring rachoo-
*another story : saboo loves to eat tar...
saboo gives meloo a car. meloo drives out n buys a jar. filled the jar with a chocolate bar. carried it to somewhere far. timbuktu? i think so lar. harharharharharharhar. meloo eats chocolates saboo eats tar...
tarta sauce.
rachoo snatches meloo's chocolate jar.
meloo pushes her into the sea again. oh unfortunately it started to rain. lightning lightning lightning n rain. rachoo starts screaming in pain.
rachoo. struck by lightning.
frizzy hair like poodle girl.
saboo stops eating tar n starts laughing harharhar.
stops laughing 83478546754 years later n proclaim "i love tar".
-end of senseless story that rhymes starring saboo-
*yet another story : meloo rocks[yea right]
meloo rocks. rocks rocks rocks.
she makes moo n moomoomoo laugh non-stop. after laughing they do the bunny hop (???). they blow bubbles n make them pop.
others may laugh. others may mock. but they cant deny. meloo rocks my sock!
-end of story that makes alot of sense starring meloo-
EGO, u say? but heyheyhey. at least meloo didnt say "i hope all your teeth decay". or even worse, "hope u turn gay"
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
love is in the air..
Love has come alive again
Oh my darling let me embrace u with these bare innocent hands
Oh my sweet love
Oh.let ur healing touch reach out for me
Let me feel alive
Let me feel whole again
I know it's hard for you to accept me again
After the countless rejections
However, i really need u now
You are the sole reason i am living.
The greatest pleasure in life
Need me like i need u
Love me like i love u
Lust 4 me like i lust 4 u
I love u... for you are you
-- i just laugh :) haha!! nice one ya? hehe. i wrote it myself. no stealing! haha. as if anyone want to steal. ok. let me tell you something. i hate rude waitressess. It's like, "Hello, im paying, you're serving. so serve me well." yea? you agree? And i get nervous when i don't get nervous over something really important. why is that so? i don't really know. oh. it rhymes. how smart of me. roars!
well, mell made this for me:
neoprints are fun to take. beckyboo loves to eat cake. once she sleep she doesnt wake. boobooboo! are sounds she make.
for your info. i am boo! that's my nickname. cool! (: hehe
Monday, May 03, 2004
okay. end of my today. i have finally finished my English SA1. Those notes I wrote yesterday were not neccesary. I just wasted my time. I worried for nothing. hmm. But the paper's tough, i guess. after my papers, i went out with a group of friends. Jobel, Lynette, Kereen, Jerline and some others which i wouldn't want to name. I was feasting in pasta mania. Boy, the pizza was delicious! $7.20 gone. one pizza, $7.20. Well, it's worth the money. Then we walked around. Took some neoprints! (: they spoilt by some people. haha. just joking. Next i should concentrate on MATHS. ooh. i hate algebra. i can never get it right. how fascinating it can be. negative and negative is positive. positive and positive is positive. negative and positive is negative. positive and negative is negative. i can never get it in my head. positives and negatives. Okay. now im mixed up again. *shrugs and mumbles* ohwells. I used to like maths. now it's so complicated. haha. think i'll end here.
boo!
Saturday, May 01, 2004
im truely very sorry if i have offended anyone in class. i truely repent and i promise never to do it again. and furthermore, i will protect those xiuqi bully. if anyone is bullied by xiuqi, please tell me. i will try my best to help you. mood swings are unexpected from me so watch out. i will try to use words carefully. im really very sorry. sincere apologies to liting. trully very sorry. no words can express what's in my heart. i know it's all my fault. Words just blurt out like that. And those of you who have also offended the people in any way or another, please own up. It's very unfair to us people who just stand up and take the responsibility and those who don't get promoted or highly respected or whatever. DONT BE A COWARD. i know it takes a lot of courage to stand up and accept the words that miss siew say. but i have already gone through that. Why WONT YOU? you have to understand that it is very unfair. surrender.
*i shall not be updating due to the mid-year exams. i have to mug. mug mug mug. mugging all the way. (:
