Saturday, July 31, 2004
20040731
holding on for you
oohmygawd.
X) wahaha. im in love with reading
currently stuck on a book. haha. nice
and some songs.
musicology plus bookalogy
hmm... this is chimalogy
haa. ohwells
happy birthday, joannie!!
oopsie doopsie
haha. literiture rocks
but it's difficult
how do i score?
i dont really know. haha
i wanna learn modern dance lahs
anyone knows where has any good modern dance teachers?
previously, during dinner-time
my parents were discussing on going on a holiday
yayness. woohoo` but must save money first
or else my father will nag again. pheww~
having a bad soar throat. can you heal the pain?
areyoumad
will you stop showing me your damn attitude?
i already said sorry.
Friday, July 30, 2004
20040730
i would be drowned by then
my life's a sad sitcom.
like an ingrown toenail
like monkeys without bananas
like my days without enough sleep
like unwashed hair
like a caveman without food
like sec4s having so many tests
that kind of sad ):
maybe certain dq icecream can make me happy. if only. ):
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
20040728
running
heyys. CA4 sucks!
i practically didnt study. i
didnt.
sigh- got back my results.
quitting my chinese tuition
no more tuition!! arhhhh
my dad has lost his job. im very worried for him
he just loses his temper without any reason
i can tell he's stressed
i can do nothing
but to tell my mother
that i dont want tuition anymore
but that ain't true. it's because i want to
save money
finance is such a big problem. i feel so dead
i feel so stressed. so many problems.
-pulls hair and scream
when will this tragedy end
i hope it'll end. i feel such a loner
sometimes i just feel like crying
to chase my troubles away
but every time i want to cry, i'll hold back my tears
telling myself i'll be strong
and it'll soon be over
but i know it's not going to.
in such a case, i have no mood to study.
im not going to. i need to calm down first.
i'll not blame myself if i fail this time.
i just need some time.
just some time
(: a smile is a curve that sets everything straight
Saturday, July 24, 2004
20040726
take care you monster
chop your hair off, fry and eat them up
maybe your life will change for the better
farewell. HAHAHA
i will be a much happier girl , soon! ;D
bulldogs and frogs
goodbye and goodnight!
a million broken pieces
and still she has not spoken a word
heyys. yesterday i bought the new britney spears album.
as in old new britney spears album.
that is the latest britney album
that was published quite long ago
X) teehee`
soar throat!! arhhh
so irritating and painful
it's affecting every part of me
rahhh- cant stand it
i feel like scratching my throat
wahaha. ohwells.
ca4s are coming back again
*sigh why oh why?
tomorrow there's english and science
so little yet so much
i heard that the literature test is difficult
ohgosh. im already so busy
and yet i still have to study harder
20040724
blogs:
blogs are like comfort food.
because some ppl just hang out their dirty laundry like that
*snaps*
and you feel happy cause:
- someone's elses life is just as screwed as yours
- you're comforted by the fact you're not the only moron on this planet
- they give you an excuse to wallow in self pity
- they give you an excuse to attract attention
- they give you an excuse to show off without appearing stuck up
- it gives you a chance to insult ppl who dont read blogs
- it gives you a chance to bitch about rubbish
- and it saves you a hell lot of money to go so a shrink
the wonders of blogging.
aahhhhhhhhh.
I scream in your face
"Hhhheeelllloooo! you think you so DAMN great is it?"
and of course the answer is NO.
no.
you are not that great
for there is always someone better than you
and the only person you should try to beat is
yourself.
and i have always thought that i was so that great
and now i know i only, only have to beat myself. ((:
but i still love myself to...
bitsandpiecesandbreaksandfartsandtilltheendofthe
RAINBOWWW
muahaha~ i feel so damn high
i love trainings and i know i will love tomorrow
volleyball rocks my rocks till i droppp`
-huggiewuggie
Friday, July 23, 2004
20040723
yays. today's my brother's birthday.
hmm... not sure if im celebrating.
cuteness. i know right~
haha. so nothing's up today.
wont continue.
-patched the wound
Thursday, July 22, 2004
20040722
ohwells. yes yes.
i know i havent been blogging for like 5 days.
feel wierd not writing my feelings down
it's so not me!
it's like my normal routine~
hmm. seems like the worlds is pissed with me
or rather plus jobel. eek!
and everyone's in love with 'my happy ending'
and now it's stuck in my head.
lynette is sick today.
arhhh~ it's like i cant live without her
hahas. tell you what. im not a lesbian
It only happens when there's a clique.
backstabbing and lying
isn't what a friend should be
rahhhhs- dont care if you see this or not
all of you better stop it before i start blurting out what you've done
shifting the blame to other and all.
i cant stand it.
it's not that i want to say it.
but my tolerance is over. i've had enough!
i cant stand it
and what's more is i cant stand you all
it's not that we're competing over whose bigger than who?
or whose more timid than who.
we've got no time for these nonsense.
we're sec1s. grown ups / teenagers
and before i start nagging, you all better do some self reflection
you get that? or do you need me to explain.
i guess you're clever to understand what i've said.
or do some soul-searching.
Saturday, July 17, 2004
20040717
yesterday;
watched mean girls
really very bitchy
never seen anyone bitch-ier than that!
wahaah... so funny.
then training was damn tiring
quite fun though... X)
went home quite late.
took a bath
just lay on the bed
and eventually fell asleep
today;
haa.. people who failed CA + SA had to run
all the way to the 11th floor.
i didnt get to run cause i didnt fail
nanny poopoo! im so so evil
today's training is so fun too
but met some idiotic people who offended jobel
how sickening can it get
people who offends my friend offends me.
get that.
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
20040714
heys. went to tm again
( aint it boring ? )
went to times.
haha. amelia is in love with a book
just because there are pigs in it.
wahaha. X)
saved enough money to buy that wallet
brochure must be done nicely!!
or else, my group and i will fail
i cannot afford to fail
i repeat. i cannot
i must not fail
ohgosh. 1more week.
im tired.
when can i have my beauty sleep?
beauty sleep = sleeping the whole day
(: i love to sleep. im a pig
swimming tomorrow.
ohwells. with the sec2s
what will we learn?
will we just roam around in the "ocean"?
haha. ocean without sand
ocean with chlorine. (:
Monday, July 12, 2004
20040712
everybody saw my fringe and freaked out
whatever~ harhar
after school went shopping with jobel
( at the same old tampines mall )
we practically went to every shop
i want to buy everything!!
i and jobel have decided to buy the same things
but not so same.
just different in another way
i kept staring at mirrors
to see how my fringe look
wahahah... i hope i get a credit card
choose, grab, swipe and go
if only!
then i'll buy everything.
branded stuff. i repeat; branded
then we saw shirt slogans;
aslurpingape, emotionally unavailable.
-im loving today!
Sunday, July 11, 2004
20040711
new contact lenses! hehe. so clean so fresh
X) wahaha... cut my fringe
eeeyer! so wierd. so ugly
so not me
but haven cut finish. [$3 only]
cause the stylist say must get used to the parting
so looks a bit wierd.
not really a bit. but just looks wierd
X) weee~ tomorrow is school
why do i like school so much??
ohwells. it's so much better than holidays!
-____-" i haven't done any homework
cause maths made me stop doing
arh!! when can i ever get equations right!?!?
*pulls hair out. oopsie
-are you a nincompoop
Saturday, July 10, 2004
20040710
heys. back to updating
hees. so many things have happened
( that i didnt update )
band concert--
you know what?
i cant go to concerts next time. X(
during the co concert, i lost my wallet
( i made an ez-link card today! yays. )
( but picture not nice.. sigh. at least a card! )
now for the band concert, i forgot to bring my ticket
why am i like that? am i stupid or something?
hmm.. why do spammers tag people's board?
to spam. haha.
PEOPLE AT JOBEL'S BLOG. SHOO OFF.
spammers will be spammed. *laughs.
today volleyball trng was so fun.
xiuqi so funny. keep getting scolding
but buck up xiuqi!! and wear contacts during trng
( or your spectacles will break somehow )
when i think back i wanna laugh
okaye. im laughing now. wahahah. im evil
X) evil evil evil evil
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
20040706
im almost 13years and a month old.
(: miss siew looks stunningly beautiful today
she wore high heels ( classy )
and a dress. hmm~
plus make-up
( doesnt she put make-up everytime? )
ohwells. extreme makeover. hah!
she is really beautiful today i must say
i kept repeating it that eleen thought i was
insane and irritating( but im not! )
hope she continues being beautiful~
hehe.. volleyball so fast today
just for like an hour?
but worth it!
wannna buy the band ticket..
$8 & $10
( difference = $2 )
sitting with seniors. cant wait
then the next day will be volleyball + p.e
yays! *shouts for joy
Sunday, July 04, 2004
20040704
heyyy! updating now so stop nagging
(: heh. ohwells. so bored now
yesterday's SYF was so boring. but quite nice
it was on tv! didnt shoot me.
*sigh. hahah. tanjong katong band wins again
expected right? hee.
now im dressed nicely, sweetly
( in a skirt ! )
but not going out. hmph.
my mother wants to sleep
so my brother went out, leaving me alone
so boredd now! tomorrow's youth holiday
not sure where to go.
haven't decided. if they dont call me
im not going. not
ohwells. wanna end it here. (: