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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

20041130
confessions

Yuppers, we did cofessions at jobel's house. So normal. right, they had chicken flu. DUH~ THEY WERE SNEEZING AWAY. Making me feel sick. lalalalala~ *ahhh choo. :D

Oh did i mention, TKSS told me that i couldn't meet their "criteria" to go in. BWAHAHA. YES! Im staying in PRSS. There's nothing better than HOME (: MY friends. AHHh~ i love them (:

TWO LIT BOOKS. I hope NO RIF ! NO !!!! I hope Mdm Cheng would change bloody that. RIF DOESN'T EVEN HELP ! Like what does it test ? Your common sense ? hah !

FINDING A SONG~ FOR CHRISTMAS. EHH, shopping spree coming up. So many new things. WAHHH~ (: can't wait. Especially the prezzies.




Monday, November 29, 2004

20041129
tips on what to do in a cinema

Instructions on wad to do when watching a movie
in a movie theatre... Follow carefully!!!
1. During the trailers, shout, Fast
forward!
Fast
forward!

2. Wear a very tall hat.

3. When people come in late, say Orrrrrhhhh
very loudly.

4. During opening credits... point at a
character and say loudly, "He dies at the
end."

5. After every gunshot, scream "take cover!"
and hit the floor.

6. Use a laser pointer and point the beam at
the screen, especially at characters private
parts.

7. Go tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk loudly at every
kissing
scene.

8. Throw popcorn in the air and yell, "It's
snowing! Its snowing!"

9. Clap and cheer whenever one of the good
guys gets killed.

10. Urge everyone in the cinema to start a
Mexican wave.

11. During love scenes, say loudly in
Mandarin, Ngggh! Bu yao, ma! (Dont!)

12. During horror movies, keep singing the
theme to Jaws (dum dum dum dum dum
dum dum
dum dum dum)

13. Sit on old people, pretending not to know
they are there

14. Go to an afternoon screening. Go out of
your way to sit next to the only other person in
the
cinema. Smile at him/her suggestively.
(Recommended: waggle your eyebrows for
added effect.)

15. Repeat all dialogue ten seconds after it's
said on screen.

16. Bring in durians for your movie snack.

17. Or bring in a bowl of noodle soup, and
slurp it up loudly.

18. During a sensitive scene, stand up and
say loudly, I go shee-shee now, can?

19. Eat the snacks of the person sitting next
to you.

20. Lick the person sitting next to you. [?]

*p/s i did blog today. look below (:





20041129
mirror mirror on the wall
who's the fairest of them all

End of the month coming soon. yipee. Closer to X'MAS and CNY (: SHOPPING SPREE COMING SOON ! bwahahaha. :D [ evil laughter ] and more money $$kaachiing$$ muahahaha. so many things on my list. Just wanna buy them all.

Training today was so fun. Maybe because our morale was up ? Or was it the weather ? ERPS :P

Class bbq changed to east coast. SO FAR~ On 13th -- GOT TRAINING. cannot go. I think it should be at Sharyl's house; I don't really know how to go.

Ate dinner at KFC again. The shake shake and cheese fries (: hurhur. That's like the only place we can go after training. Other than that, we cannot think.

Going to Jobel's house tomorrow (: Gonna be lotsa fun again. Not sure if Kereen's going. Then maybe on wednesday or thursday we're going swimming ! woo; so long never swim already. Ever since i watched "The Champion", i wanted to swim (:

Got a new bare back. Woops (: Jerline bought it for me. HOW KIND. Love her loads.



Sunday, November 28, 2004

20041128
sexy hot mama

YEA, im eating ice cream while blogging. MMM, yummy ! AHHH~ hah. Today is a damn boring day ! URGH. SO boring at home. Cannot go out and watch volleyball match. sigh, boring. So many people buying books tomorrow. I think im buying it on 27DEC because im still on the waiting list to go TKSS. I hope i cannot get it ! Not that i dont want. I want. But i will miss my 6 cute cute, fat fat, skinny skinny, funny, joker people. ahh~ I'll miss them til i go bonkers. so it's like *peng ! (: Tough choice eh ?

Apple ibook coming my way soon !! AHH. Imagine that you have a laptop which you can move anywhere you like. Then it's ALL YOURS. No one will snatch it away from you. Then it's like so stylish. CANT WAIT. lalalalala.

Training tomorrow. CAN'T WAIT AGAIN. woots. toodles !



Saturday, November 27, 2004

20041127
i think that you think that i think that
the camp was fun.

Wow, fantastic day. This camp is so fun ! But so damn tiring. ONLY the bottle game was fun. XIUQI spoilt everything. He doesn't even wanna cooperate. Can't really blame him. We got last for every other game. WE COULD'VE GOTTEN FIRST.

We play water bombs. FUN FUN ! Idiotic person kept striking me. I don't really like miss ho weiwei. Then it was time for wash up. I didnt wanna bathe. I thought that the toilet was dirty. So i only changed. INTO JERSEYS ! FREE~ IM MISS CHEAPSKATE ! The jersey was nice. I didn't wanna make it dirty.

The dinner was so cool. Penguin only game for like 30 min ? And the principle for like only 1hr ? HURHUR ! All the decos for nothing.

The alumni people came back. AHHH ~ NUMBER10 :D -goes crazy, pulls hair, screams, runs away. SO HANDSOME. WAHLAO, last time is exco secretary .

Went home with jobel, valerie and jiaying. When we were at the bus stop we kept laughing ! ABOUT NOTHING. Then when jiaying and i got up the bus, we still continued laughing.... HAHA. WHOOPS ! SO FUN LAH TODAY !!



Friday, November 26, 2004

20041126
idiot's guide to idiots

Camp was so fun today. That "tortoise tortoise jump" game was like totally a brainteaser for me :\ blame it all on my slow reaction. Saw some people at the camp. sigh ! My commentary is like so full because of some bitches are anti-bitch.

They dont like my entries. Would i even give it a damn ? Maybe i should move to a place where no one can read my entries ? Because like no one reads them. So like why the hell am i blogging ? Or is it just because the teacher tells me to ? I sincerely write down my thoughts here and some people just think that im so free to be what "anon;". Like bloody excuse me, "anon;" tagged at my tagboard and said that my blog sucks. Why the hell would i tag that my blog sucks if i was anon; ? Ah, what crapshit and nonsense.

Doesn't mean a shortie cannot play volleyball. LIKE HELLO~ can you play volleyball ? Do you have nothing to do ? YES YES, and they think im acting cute. Can you like give me the defination of acting cute. Because of all these nonsense, i dont see why i should act cute; especially in front of you. BTICH SO WHAT ? SHORT SO WHAT ? Does it give you a reason to flood my commentary ? Oh yes, you're soo tall. Like how tall are you ? If you're taller than 2m, i give you a clap.

You're trying to make me angry just because i see those messages. But why should i be when i ain't guilty ? Do whatever you want.

And bloody find out who is anon; before accusing ME ! If i find out who you are, you're gonna get it because im not anon; . It's up to you to believe. NO MONEY TAKEN when i lie to you right ? I get no profit. So just live your life and stop controlling me; with your whatsoever 'act cute' term.

Dont tag me with what you think is splendid english. "CUP OF TEA" WAAAAA ! I've never seen such a word. YEA RIGHT ~ Just say simplified english. You dont have to amaze me that you're from the top class or you're so smart.

If you really are trying hard to win, i can LET you win. I can take away my blog, dress up like a suaku and like "apologise" to you. YESYES, the trophy's waiting for you !



Thursday, November 25, 2004

20041125
sexaye, funkaye, bitchaye me

Okay now, it's my mistake to type that i was pretty yesterday. The moment i woke up my hair was in a mess. I certainly didnt know how to blow my hair. Looks like professionals can make someone ugly become prettier and build up one's confidence. But it's just gonna last for one day. Unless you're rich and can have professionals help to blow your hair for each and every day. Money definately settles everything.

Money is so important to the society.

Went to pathetic Tampines Mall again. Saw this old woman selling tissues. I think i see her everyday; it's just that i pretend i dont see her. The more i look at her the more she looks like my greatgrand mother. My greatgrand mother passed away when i was 11 on 17th June. It was sudden incident. How i treasured her dearly. I pitied this old woman and gave her money without taking the tissues. This is the second time im did it. I'm proud of it.

Everytime this old lady smiles, the sacrifice you give makes you feel that it's worth it. JOBEL and I have decided to give her $1 everyday (: We're some kind souls.

Jobel and Jerline came to my house intending to lose some weight; the gym. Children Teenagers under 16 are not allowed in the gym. sigh ! We then played something new to us; table tennis (: Without a doubt, volleyball is much more fun.

Expectedly, Jerline and Jobel messed up my house. Taking postcards, looking at my secret drawer and letters from my pen-pal. They really helped me clear some dust ;D Jerline bought me a shorts that she promised about 3 weeks ago ?? HAHA.

Today isn't that fun. We're lacking KEREEN, MUYING and CAMILIA. But we'll have a whole lot of fun during the volleyball camp for tomorrow and saturday. (: Maybe i'll blog, maybe not. The camp is a day camp, from 8am to 8pm. Hope we wont be doing some lame things that cannot cause people to walk. I just hope that bel and jer won't burp halfway. oops

I suddenly remembered mr boombastick when i was reading val's blog. So long since i've watched it. Catch it here !! Remember to watch the episodes at "Animation". HAVE FUN !! doodoo~



Wednesday, November 24, 2004

20041124
cutting hair = haircut (:

yeaaa i just cut my hair. i look soo matured. Prettier indeed (: bwahaha. but my mother said that tomorrow morning, my hair will be weird because i dont know how to blow my hair. OOPS :D

Today is a fun-fun day. YES ! We totally had much fun with each other. Crappy joke eh ? Everybody was answering in a NO-LINK manner. BIG EXAMPLE, Jerline said, "Thank you" Jobel replied, "You're welcome" Jerline then said, "BYEBYE." HUHHUHHUH ? TOTALLY no-link right ? Urgh cant stand them. And they cant do the moustache face that i did.

We know Jerline's secret. The big sound she made. Isn't right to say it now. She'll blush. Like totally~

AHAHA. tell you a secret. Come closer ! Psst, i love my haircut. rahhh- *goes crazy, screams, pulls hair, runs away



Tuesday, November 23, 2004

20041123
sex drugs and fcuk and roll

So tired !! Went out the whole day. Shopping again. AS USUAL (: hah. Bought a tee, bra [ hahaha ! ] and bag. SO much money spent okay. Just on 3 things. A perfect $109.90. Cool Expensive huh ! I just love shopping sprees (x yeehaa. ladidum-

My brother bought me the bag. I was so shocked. He kept behaving like he was so rich. Not fair. He saved the money because during his o's he didnt use it at all. HMPH ! Unlike me, money squander-er (: heh !

I wore sloppily again. Hah. Luckily i told my mother that staying at home was so boring and i wanted to go Jobel's house. Then she said since it's so boring then let's go shopping. AHAHAH i just love my mom.

Gonna check out my stuff again. toodles !! (:



Monday, November 22, 2004

20041122
madame butterfly

I'm so mad today. Not angry mad but mad mad. haha ! All MuYing's fault. Tsk !! She can influence me until i look so damn stupid following the things she do in "crazie world".

Met Jobel at her house today. OKAY ! I was late again. Not that i wanna be late. I just can't help it ;P haha. Then we went to Tampines Sports Hall to see the volleyball matches. So boring lah ! Jobel kept comparing us with the older players. She's so pulling my confidence down down down. She make me feel that we wont be making it to East Zone 2nd [ at least ]

Jerline is even more funny ! She dreamt that we won Pres. High and got NATIONALS 1ST ! HAH ! That's funny. And that we lost to JunYuan. If we lost to JunYuan we wouldn't have gotten Nationals 1st dumdum ! Tsk; stupid dream.

Today's training was double fun. The 6 of us [ main 6 ] did everything together. I think we all can serve using the upper hand. WOOHOO ! Yesyesyes. Even i can. But that's if i do my best and concentrate. Hah (: Muying also can do it. Yes she can !! madness x

Today is just so great. Still guessing what we'll be doing at the volleyball camp. Like what the hell can we do ??? tsktsktsk. They said that if we didnt attend the camp, we should not think of getting into the school team. What's this !? Hah, so if the whole team don't go then who'll play for the school ? WHAT A JOKE ! Everybody, laugh ! BWAHAHAHA~ lalalalala (:

Told you i was mad. Bluff you got money is it ! haiyer

x bought a nail polish that's super nice x




Sunday, November 21, 2004

20041121
Tryn'a find the magic
tryn'a write a classic

People ! I bought the Delta Goodrem and Natasha Bedingfield album. The album's so cool ! If you can, go get it. Totally the wahh sensation. (: Pheww ! Two thumbs up ! haha.

See lah ! I made skins for Jobel and Jerline but none for myself. It shows i put them before myself. (: I'm so kind. I'll make one for Kereen. Don't worry. haha. Anybody want skins can tell me kkay ! But must wait. Because i have a long waiting list. But not that long lar ! (:

Going out tmr again. Aiya~ Must wake up so early again ! *peng

I think i gotta change my own skin already. When i see it i feel so wierd. *shrugs. Sigh i dont wanna talk about my parents anymore. But they patched up. And i dont give a damn anymore.

toodle peeps !!




Saturday, November 20, 2004

20041120
mending the broken heart

Argh. Piece of crapshit today. Training was so boring. Only the warming up was fun. bwahaha. GIRLS RULE, BOYS DROOL ! Nelson came in last and all the boys had to run 3 times. Girl power (: HOHOHO.

It's final that i'm not the libero.

2 things why i wanna be a libero --
#1 i dont have to serve the ball
#2 i can rest more

2 things why i dont wanna be a libero --
#1 I want to spike the ball lah dumdum !
#2 I can enjoy the whole game without the need of coming in / out

But i dont wanna be a libero so it's good news for me (: hehehe.
Now it's either Jasmine or Felicia who'll be the libero. They'll be taking the place of Camilia or Muying [ if she doesn't put in the effort ] We'll train each other.

Some people keep saying that we are biased and dont give a damn about Anna and Jasmine. But the thing is whenever we go out, play ball or other stuff, they just dont wanna join in; even if we ask them to. Then it looks like we're bullying them. But nevermind la. As long as we know it ourselves can already (: But if this is new information to you then it's just to let you know (: Not angry or any sort.

My parents just fought again. Looks like things are getting worse nowadays. My mother is thinking of moving out. I wanna go with her. I dont want to stick with my dad. NO WAY ! He's in the wrong. My mother said that even if he says sorry, nothing can mend the broken heart.

Then after training i went to interchange to go home. My mother scolded me because she waited in school. She said that her children are disciplined and do not havoc and tattoo their bodies. She mean i tattoo my body ? HUHHUHHUH ??? Maybe she was referring to my brother. SADSADSAD ):

Melvin [ coach ] said that he's aiming for East Zone 2nd and he believe we can do it. URGH. I mean look at our standard. It's like the staircase. Not going up but going DOWN. Maybe we can. But that's if we want to. MuYing will have to cheer up, Jobel will have to tell me a secret, the weather must be right for Jerline, Camilia will have to say, "HOU PAI !" and not talk to herself, Kereen must serve properly and I cannot show that face plus we must all cheer each other up and receive properly. Other than that, we're flawless (: HAHAHA..



Friday, November 19, 2004

20041119
caught in the middle

Another brilliant day (: My computer is finally up. Previously i was using my brother's com. He was so stingy that he even set a password to make me stop using the computer. The computer went for servicing and everything is being deleted.

Fortunately the man is so clever to leave some of the important things behind. (: ahhh. smart smart (; So many pictures. Cannot afford to get deleted. bwahaha.

Today's training is BLEAH x , so boring. Melvin said that he's concentrating on the C'girls now. I think the B'girls should train too. If not it'd be unfair. And i think they have a whole lot of potential to excel. I believe they can make it. Like the b'girls last year (x But c'girls also must work hard lah. That goes without say. We have so many flaws. COUNTLESS.

BUT no matter what. Volleyball and the peeps in volleyball rock my world !!



Thursday, November 18, 2004

20041118
let me show you the way

Today is such a busy day. Up and down up and down. Spent so much money on neoprints ! Guess how much ? 3 neoprints which were $8, 1 which was $10, another one for $9. Total ? $43. WOW~ But luckily i found myself a tarty. (: We're the TARTIES (: haha.

SG idol is so different without Daphne. She's so cool. I wanna see the results TOMORROW. i think Taufik has become more proud. REALLY. Look at his face. But i wish he'll win (: His voice is OHMYGOSH.

Still so vexed over my family. I think i wont give a damn. But do i ? I mean, mentally ? TSK! Cant help it.

April treated me to eat today. $14.80. So generous. Haha... Japanese food. YUMMY ! (: My favourite.



Wednesday, November 17, 2004

20041117
my superman

i feel so lethargic or rather very zombie-ish. I think i know why. PMS wtf, omfg ): Why of all times today ! Cannot take it anymore :\ feel so moody now. WHAT'S WITH YOU, WOMAN ! urgh. dont talk about it.

Today i took the science and maths test. The papers are not hard. They're like average. But are the exams worse ? Who knows ? *shrugs. I like what i'm wearing today (: although i look fat :D hah.

So many things to worry about. So many things are bothering me. Why dont they just let me live ? My parents, my studies, myself and PMS. WTF; i think you can tell that im rather pissed off. But who wont be when situations like this happen ?

I dont wanna talk about my father anymore. Hear this, i hate him. Yes. Who will call another woman "dear" ? My mom keeps her cool. Looks like im siding her. I guess so. Is it because my father is vexed ? Worrying too much that he does such stuff ? Whoever that woman is, she's a fcuking slut and a fugly bitch.

RAHHHHH! i cannot take it anymore. Why dont my friends realise this emptiness in me ? Why not someone just provide me a shoulder to cry on. Is there no one i can trust ? No best friend ? No friend ? Sometimes i just feel like locking my door and cry. But my selfish brother is so selfish that he doesnt even let me lock my door. Who's he to do this ? Yah, my kind brother.

Tomorrow i'm going out with APRIL. yeayea. April; i think she has so much experience that she can give me the comfort. I love her. She's still my bestie. No matter what. I think i'm going to use the new shoe tomorrow. I cannot bear to. Just cannot. I will remember tomorrow's date. Maybe i should use the cap too. Yesyes. I'll have fun tomorrow. Get rid of all the pain in me. In my personal book i shall write, "20041118; used cap and shoes ): urh. "

Just someone, come to me, help me. I don't wanna have this scar in my heart. Just let me live and allow money to control me. PLEASE! *cries



Tuesday, November 16, 2004

20041116
one sided love

Back again (: HOHOHO. Went out with the [ PRSS VB C'GIRLS 04 ]. Got quite pissed with them in the first place but my anger went down [ im like that ] teehee. We played volleyball EVERYWHERE. While walking in Tampines Mall, the pathway, staircase, you name it, we went there !

Yupyup :D Im quite happy today. Was very high ! At KFC we did our thing, babe ! HAHA. We're a disgraceful bunch of animal farm. bwahaha. We laughed like we've never laughed before.

I have the science book and mathematics formulae on my thighs. It's so late now and i haven't studied. After tomorrow, it'll be over (: I hate exams; although they test your knowledge. I am very scared that if i don't study and get back my papers, my mother will give me that look. Ya duh ? That look lah. So study or not ? I dont care.

For science i shall flunk it. For maths, average la (: I hope i dont get in. Pray for me ! Say that TKSS isn't the right school for me. Tell me that ! Just that. ladeedumm *whistles and give that 'heck care' look. Cool huh ? (;

& p/s if you dont like me, tell me right in my face. It's better than pushing your way through my precious shoulders, killing my cells, creating heat and saying a smelly and loud EXCUSE ME.





20041116
style

missed me ? i'm back ! bwahahaha. Just took the test at tkss [ tanjong katong lar ! ]. The english paper.. Was given paper one and paper two. Just that the summary was not included. Total upon 55 marks. Quite easy (: Can pass. But i purposely made many some minor mistakes.

I think i did the composition and vocab. well :D The paper is easier than our CAs. I wonder why HEIDI wasn't there. There were only 8 people for the admission to sec2.

Tomorrow is the maths and science. Science i like totally cannot. Maths which i can score. I think overall i MIGHT get in. Cause i see all the people there look quite stupid. oops! bleah.

And i think all the schools cannot beat PRSS. yeaaaa~ There was a yuying pupil, gmss pupil and one temasek [ ?! ] and the rest wore home cloths. I shall do just that tomorrow. (: lalalalala...



Monday, November 15, 2004

20041115
fashion police

HELLO! Early eh ? (: Lazing around at home when tomorrow and wednesday is the test. I told you im not studying. But based on my knowledge i think i'll get in <-- that's bullshit (:

Seriously im not nervous at all. This kinda test is a small fry. ;D

I want my class photo ! I cant wait to see it. How long ? I've been waiting for millions or seconds !

I have this wierd feeling that im blogging everyday, am i ? I think i am. HAHA. I cant wait to use my shoes and my cap. But it'll be silly if i use it AT HOME. haha.

There's nothing i can blog about today. Perhaps i'll come back later to update on my fine / moody day. (;



Sunday, November 14, 2004

20041114
; / eye candy

I'm so tired now *yawns* HAHA ! Because i went.... SHOPPING ! At takashimaya.

So many branded shops there. I wore like a beggar (: haha. There was GUCCI, FENDI, LACOSTE, ARMANI EXCHANGE, FARAGAMO [ SPELT WRONGLY ] and MANY MORE...

So many rich people there la. Cannot stand it. I thought Singaporeans were quite poor though. I saw many people carrying the GUCCI paperbag, and this woman whose stuff is ALL GUCCI. ): envious envious

My mother brought me IN to the GUCCI STORE to see all the prices. I didnt feel like going in. Look at what im wearing ! HELLO ? okay, nevermind. When my mother when in the first thing she did was to LOOK AT THE PRICE TAG. But no price tag was found. We're the +super giam siap people+ bwahahaha ! But i have to say that branded stuff really feels different.

Let's not talk about the things i couldnt buy. Let's talk about the THINGS i bought. (: yea yea ?

#1 Cap (:
#2 SHOES !

The shoes are branded okay! I saw this bloody nice and plain bag and initiated my mom to buy it. She was like, "This bag is so ordinary, you walk everywhere also can see la. Somemore it's S$39.90; who would buy such a bag ?" The salesgirl then told my mother it was the limited edition and there was only ONE in the whole world [ unless i could find another size; but totally not for the same size ]. WHAT THE @#$%^ I REALLY WANTED IT ! Im so angry with my mother. Hmm-

Then went to my father's new bowling center. Played the mini soccer game at the arcade [50cts only] plus bowling. Phew, and finally im here blogging (: Exhausted !



Saturday, November 13, 2004

20041113
PRETTY / UGLY

Bloody hot day. URGH ! The weather's getting worse and worse nowadays. And trainings' on. I'm becoming the "chow ta" queen. Black-er and black-er. TSKTSKTSK. (: HAHA.

My cheeks are still warm. And i got a wound on my leg. WOOHOO !
[ FYI - im not mad. I just tend to support myself when im gonna fall and i hardly fall. It's not that bad after all. Seeing the blood OOZING OUT. ]

I know it's gonna recover in 854372962104343 days. Yup, 854372962104343 days.

Wanna hear something funny ?


I dont know anything funny !
( NOW THAT'S FUNNY ! LAUGH ! )




Friday, November 12, 2004

20041112
urban outfitters

hey hey ! today is a norm day. Training made it more fun lah. BUT THE #$%^&@#$%^ BITCH MAKE IT NOT FUN ANYMORE ! I hate her. It's like so NOT the first time already okay.

I COULD SERVE 7 UPPER HAND BALLS; due to 3 conditions --

#1 It was night-time [ my time ! ]
#2 I used the heavier balls first
#3 I was crazy

And 3 things i cant believe --

#1 My hand was not pain at all
#2 It was the b div boys' net
#3 I took so many steps yet it went over.

Maybe you can call that luck. Lady Luck has been smiling on me (: like a freaking moron. BWAHAHA xD



Thursday, November 11, 2004

20041111
walking circles
in a straight line.

Although im NOT an indian, but i wanna say HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all indians (: bwahaha... I like the show "Bollywood / Hollywood" (: rahhhhs ! lalalalala. Okie Dokie.

Went to siglap to eat this morning [ kinda FAR ! ] then went to YAKUN at RafflesHotel. [ FARFARFAR AGAIN ]. Ate til my tummy show ! bleah

Spent the whole day doing nothing important. Just like that, a day is gone. I watched the news and saw the car parking so fast ! I'm like wahh ! Hmm.... Whose parking skills can be so good.

Tomorrow will be a good day; at the beach. With... LALALALALA. Plus some MOVIES.



Wednesday, November 10, 2004

20041110
SOGGY TOES

Went to the beach near HSC today. SO COOL. I had so much fun.
HAPPY BURSTDAY JERLINE !


haha... i bet she had great fun. We were so happy. Just so happy. So happy together. With jobel, jerline and i were playing truth / dare. you may be thinking, "Truth or dare only what. What's so fun." But it's so fun. HOHOHO ! We added a little something to the game lah, so it was even fun-ner (:

# i haven't seen a shooting star, sunset or sunrise in my entire life (:



Tuesday, November 09, 2004

20041109
wisperings in the wall

back again ! today was a good day. a FINE day. I feel so happy today

As usual, i went to watch the volleyball matches. So cool ! Hong Kah Pri almost won Presp High. They're GOOD ! Obviously good (: and better than me. yups ! haha. feel so happy. why ?

Nothing special happened today. Except that i had a dream. That terrorists bombed Singapore with 17 bombs. SO FRIGHTENING. Now i hate the sounds of the airplane. URGH !

+ if your 3 years old and whinning, you're cute. if your 30 years old and still whinning, you're GROSS !



Monday, November 08, 2004

20041108
shake ya body

NO ! Sara cannot be out. SHE HAS THE POTENTIAL ! ahh. i see so much in her. I can tell tyra likes her so much that she cried. but why. why not yoanna ? ARGH! I vote shandi next.

Tyra Bank's mtv is so nice. It includes the models. Phweet~ HOHOHO ! (:

Watching the match tomorrow. So last minute. I cannot go for the debating course ! URH ! Why does it have to clash.

Training was so fun today [ without coach ]. She's so stiff. Cannot stand her. Photo taking today for Miss Yeo, our leaving principle. (: I didnt look good; trust me.



Sunday, November 07, 2004

20041107
smiling yusof ishak

HARLOW HELLO HALLO
My mother slapped my thigh. Cause i couldnt wake up. Woops, maybe that's why i shouldnt sleep at 5am in the morning. Early what. Isnt it? :\ Got slapped for no pathetic reason. HAIYER.

NONO. i didnt try to be funny today. Being sacastic is fun what. Not hurting at all.. Really very fun. GO TRY. NONONO~ dont need to try.. Woops :x Funny right. HAHAHA !

My brother is snoring. He taught me how to make Yusof Ishak smile (:

Im trying to be randomly random cause it's so fun. I'll teach you.
Everybody must do their homework or i'll suck your toes until soggy. [ damn random ]

(; random is cute. (: being sacastic is fun. IM SO CRAZY TODAY [ and random and sacastic x: ]



Saturday, November 06, 2004

20041106
black houses

HELLO.
u noe wad i think is one of the best parts abt marriage?
is that u have someone beside u when u sleep at night.
no i am NOT talking abt any perverted stuff..
just the knowledge that u're not alone.

ok this may seem totally ridiculous..
i don't even noe why i'm talking abt it.
anyway, i think it's probably cos it's nighttime.
and somehow i always feel very lonely at night..
and cos i'm scared of the dark.. :(
i was so lonely yesterday and my imaginations ran wild
i will try not to sleep alone.

my mother told me that temasek called up too. I dont know what to decide.
Pasir Ris Sec, Tanjong Katong Sec, Temasek Sec. HOWHOWHOW! pathetically you all only read my entries and dont even bother to comment ya? One day i shall close my blog down.

OR i shall seal my blog to shut up with a password. I dont think i have to make myself do this. HMM. i sound quite cruel... But that's the result when you dont even bother to comment. No comments, i dont allow you to read.

That's all folks !



Friday, November 05, 2004

20041105
just do what ?

sigh ): so many things just crossed my mind. Just so many things happened today which i am so friggin' angry about but too angry to blog... I just cant stand myself

I cant take the darn pressure... Why ? Or maybe why not ? im just so how-to-say. I mean URGH ! i cannot take it anymore. Why dont i just leave myself alone ? And not think or bother about it ? I know. Im going through this stage...

I can overcome it. No matter what. I will. BUT HOW ? Nothing can cheer me up now. NOTHING. Not something funny, not anyone's face, not my family. What am i to do ? DARN ! DAMNIT ! URGH !



Thursday, November 04, 2004

20041104
love is in the air

yoh yoh ! I dont think i should feel happy at this time. My mom received a phone call... I must take 3 papers, English, Mathematics and Science, to get into Tanjong Katong. Which means i must study again... Im vexed. I will miss everything in PASIR RIS !

Will you all just give me your suggestions ? Like pretty puh-lease ??

New School means new environment, new friends, new cca [ NO ! ], new teachers, new uniform, new grades. Im also afraid that if i go there, i will be last ! I cant stand this anymore. Just tell me what i should do !



Tuesday, November 02, 2004

20041102
give me back my point of view
09 or 11 ???

Please help me choose ! i just CANT make up my mind (: im a wishy washy person. Just give me back my point of view !! (:

Went to volleyball mini-cup today. St. Hilda's good !!
They just dont look like sec1 [ the competition only consists of sec1 pple, people ! ] Really ! They are like like the mountains and im the shrub. NOW YOU KNOW HOW PATHETICALLY SHORT I AM ? *AHEM clears throat*

I think i've found my crush. HMM. so is 11 right ? DITTO ! MADNESS !!!!!

"The Champion" is so damn exciting. You now just WHY ? Because the people there are so cool ! not forgetting hot. *Strikes a pose* Im just as hot. JUST KIDDING. haha... BUT if you think that way then i think your taste is very the good ! (x

My mother asked me if I wanna go Japan. OF COURSE LAR ! who would let go of such good opportunity right ?! But i will miss 3 TRAININGS. I CANNOT take this blow. SO SHOULD I OF SHOULD I NOT ?

I already told you im a wishy washy person. YET YOU DONT BELIEVE. *sigh. If im going then im leaving on 26NOV. anyone wants to see me to the airport ?

Today i looked very sloppy; i dont look like i was wearing any shorts. I wrote so long. TIME to stop. i've been so crazy... MADNESS !