Saturday, January 29, 2005
if it was ever meant to be
im going to cut my hair short tomorrow
im going to get a new phone tmr
everything will be so new
Thursday, January 20, 2005
i want to cut my hair.
that's all i can say
my life is damn boring.
i wanna cut my hair; SHORT.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
nothing much happened.
my life is boring.
you wouldnt wanna know.
i create so much trouble.
i should go jump down;
create less trouble,
everybody will be happy then.
Monday, January 17, 2005
i should just commit suicide,
kill myself
die and go to heaven
Saturday, January 15, 2005
dance all night
i dont like the jersey. butterfly eeew. it's table tennis brand. and the black has gray colar. it's like so disgusting. all the other colours are so old fashion. sigh, they just dont want to invest more on jerseys for us. we're also human beings duh~
today's training; urgh, im sick again. why of all times. competition is 31 january. which is like 16 more days. so soon. we have to work hard. work really really very very hard. we must have the passion.
im suffering. from severe running nose and cough. somebody save me. i hope it'll be over soon ;D
Thursday, January 13, 2005
I'd have all the money in the world,
if I was a wealthy girl.
No man could test me, impress me,
my cash flow would never ever end.
hey hey. okay, im blogging because i dont have any homework. i dont wanna read the chinese story book. i dont wanna revise my books. i just wanna blog. i miss blogging! (:
okay, i just found out that my christmas greetings got stolen by other people. hmm, im tolerating. it's almost the same. but she gave me credits. just that the credits are very very very tiny *shrugs. haha. sigh. erps!
i wanna change my layout. i feel weird without any links to click on. haha! or maybe i should just edit it. sigh, im too lazy & cannot be bothered to edit or change.
training tomorrow. i hope we'll be trained. i hope that everything will turn out fine. i hope i'll enjoy training tomorrow. lalalalala. training rocks~ i dont like my height!
the rest is still unwritten
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
evil hearted old woman
sigh, dont know why some idiotic people must do this. adult already. still want to compete with us. hmm, is she like stupid or what ?
today's school was cool [ as per normal; boring ]. i just wish time would pass faster... then competition will come. then i'll slow down time again. *shrugs. today had self training. not very fun. cboys are still not very serious. if theyre serious. at least still have a tiny bit of hope. but at least they have the determination~ :D well, just wish them all the best!
i have to do so many things. regret being the vice chairperson. have to do this, do that. but it's okay. at least there's cip points~ haha. well, hope tomorrow will be a better day [ at least better than today ].
i realise ive been using a lot of 'at least' s haha. gotta go now. bye lovey doveys!
Monday, January 10, 2005
since youve been gone,
i couldnt breathe for the first time.
HEY HEY ! vahaha. woosh, yesterday's service in city harvest very fun! my mother is going to buy jobel and i a bible. teens study compact bible. i hope i'll read it everyday faithfully. i hope that nice cover bible will make me more enthusiastic about god's word :D maybe jobel too!
i had such difficulty waking up today. urgh~ but let me tell you an achievement. i've finished reading the literature book yesterday. quite amazing. i very so very super duper ultra bored yesterday. and i wanted to finish it. because it's so boring. there's nothing you can study about it. how to do dramatisation with it ? sigh. im gonna read it once and not gonna read it ever again. or maybe i'll start with the horror stories.
sigh, so many things & homework to do yesterday. and i had to rush though it. sunday what. i do things last minute~ today i have science homework. idiotic! only teacher who is giving so many homework. and i have to many cover pages and files to find. die die die. better get going. tata !! (;
Saturday, January 08, 2005
I know when I go,
I'll be on my way to you.
The way that's true.
yay! got my kneepad today. you may think it's just a kneepad but it's black! and cool and stylo. ahhh~ i love my kneepad :D i hope i dont dirty it. training was so fun today. er, not very fun. just fun. haha. ohgosh, we're getting round robin; play with all the schools, which means we'll be playing 5 matches. damn!
after training i went to piano. piano studio has renovated. looks weird. then after that my father told me that he'll be going USA with my brother and mother; which leaves me alone at home [ somemore during competition period ): ] he asked if i could stay at my friends house. then i asked jobel and she called to me go queensway with her and jerline to see the shoes.
my parents are going USA leaving me alone in singapore ): i wanna go to USA too. NOT FAIR. haha! saw so many volleyball shoes but it's so expensive~ hmmm, jerline is so mad.
MELVIN expects us to be nationals 4th the year after next. damn, such high expectations; cannot stand it ! competition is at the end of this month i hope red wont be a jinx :D or maybe kereen can accompany me ? haha! or maybe the whole team.
Friday, January 07, 2005
this kiss ;
ahh, im feeling so nervous and excited and weird now. east zones competition is coming soon. argh ! jenan lar. tell me that they draw lots today. in our ava room ! hmm, weird :D i feel as if i just got punched. can someone just punch me ?
oh gosh. why do i keep thinking about the competition. okay i shall write on something random. ohyes ! i suddenly love eating skittles; wild berry skittles in fact :D they're so delicious. skittles is a combination of m&ms and mars. i only knew it today (: haha!
ohmyohmyohmy, my head is still on the competition. i think i'd better stop. or i'll start blabbering everything about the competition. just know that im very excited, nervous and happy and sad and weird (;
Thursday, January 06, 2005
crusher who crushes on everyone (:
HELLO. haha. okay, i have a weird title here ;P vahahah! i feel quite tired. and my legs are like aching for like the past 2 days. ahh, why are my juniors like that. so hyperactive. more hyper than me ! and irritating. i mean some. because i have a junior that is matured. much more matured than the rest. and her skills are like wow? she's quite tall (:
after fantastic school, the usual us went to eat at long john. my dear girl jerline has a crush on a star. he looks like he likes her too. oooooooh~ we went to tm practically because of her for him. but she likes two. aiyo~ haha. i think i like miss jumiah. except for her slang.
my mom is going to bring us to eat later. woow. and i think i'd better finish reading the literature book. i hope i dont crush on anyone else. because im currently crushing on so many people. hmm~ tata !
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
when you say you love me
cca open house was so fun. jobel and i managed to get some tall ones. and one or two pretty ones. haha. okay, i agree with jobel that i was a bit bhb. i will change. hmm~ :D jobel gives me such advice that i go home and do some soul-searching. i agree most of the time. teehee ;D i hope they really join~
school was also very fun. yep! fun. VERY ! vahaha. but i dont know why im still not very used to my current class. hmm, maybe it'll take time. or is it that there's no more jobel. i think i shouldnt say more. or jobel will be bhb too! hah :)
i hope it wont rain tmr. i want assembly! i was late today because of traffic jam because of the rain. dank ! tomorrow's schedule will make my bag light ! hehe. only the lit book and maths. mdm lim. haha, she's funny~ toodles.
broken heart
okay, this entry is not supposed to be long. it's supposed to be short and sweet (:
school today was absolutely boring without a doubt. class is so dont-know-how-to-explain. but i think i like the history teacher but not the science one. second day of school need to bring science workbook when we didnt use it. i was asked to stand up -.- how lame.
tomorrow is cca day. im very excited. why ?? im not sure (: haha ! i hope we get the taller ones. hopefully not taller than me ! :D
Monday, January 03, 2005
come my ladaye, come come my ladaye,
youre my butterfly, suga baby
first day of school ! i was so excited. everybody looked like they'd been punched. ohwels, nvm :D first day of school already there's homework. what homework ? design your file's cover page. i was like -.- ! lame~ we're sec2s already. quite old like duh. and we still need to... ahhh~ nvm. ill use last year's ;D yea !
i dont really like my teacher. can sleep in class. plus mdm lim~ ohgosh. how am i gonna survive ? and it's streaming year man. give me these type of teachers ! *piak [ smacks forehead ] can die !!! :/
ohya ! and can you believe it ? im vice chairman. another stupid news. i hate these kind of things. YASIRAH THAT GANG ! stupid~ all voted for me. but i only had 8 votes. heh. quite bad~ kianyen is the chairman [ worse ]. hurhur-
kereen will be influenced by me. yes she will. im not sure what to bring tomorrow ! erps. gtg find out. so yep, tata~ toodles :D and ohya, my register number is 09! same as my jersey number. so lucky! ;D
Sunday, January 02, 2005
rockstar princess
IDIOTIC. My shoe is so so small. i am supposed to wear size 5 but i bought size 4 because there was no stock. i only bought one. just in case. hell. say byebye to my torn and tattered old holes shoe and hi to my brand new kappa white no hole shoes. just that it's small and irritating. but i guess i just have to control.
my dad just brought my grandpa to the hospital. Hope he's alright.
jobel just phoned me and we talked abt crap. hah. idiot lar. she's bigfoot. foot so big. SIZE 7! and im like size 4 ? maybe 5. wahlao. i think next time i'll call her bigfoot. haha. you know, the creature with the big foot called bigfoot :D hah.
im still very not happy abt buying the wrong shoe size and the no stock thing. urgh. i think maybe just buy more shoes ? sigh. i wanna change a new template ! urgh.
Saturday, January 01, 2005
in love & got hurt
GREAT [ sacastically ] ! first day of 2005 is absolutely not boring. Hmm, and plus the fact that i actually feel quite guilty not doing my homework. but i was like this all this while. I watched tv the whole day. so dont ask what i did today.
I didnt even touch my books. and 2 more days, school is re-opening and exams will all start coming again. this is like a cycle :/
there's a new quake in sumatra again. 6.5 on the scale. people dying again. why ?
my grandpa has been falling down often because he's ill. hurt everywhere. he needs my maid a lot. i think im going to go back and start stoning at nothing again. so ya, bye.