Monday, February 28, 2005
i cant stand to fly
well, training wasnt fun today. weird arrangements made. hope there'll be trainings more often so that we can improve. i need to improve! at least must get into top8!!
all's well, ends well.
im happy when i see you. it makes me satisfied. i love you and i always will. if you're happy, im happy. you're always in my heart and that will remain forever.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
acid neutral alkali
well i thought you were my friend. i was wrong. you are just another one of those who BACKSTAB me. i hate you. i really do. i think you would make it big in hollywood. cause you are such a good actor/actress. you are dangerous.
then again:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, its keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
i love you.
but i couldnt believe it anyway.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
what makes you different
HEYHEYHEY! hahaha. saw ROXANE yesterday. yes roxane! my one & only vondaful vitch! @ long john. vahaha. ohwels. that was after the prize presentation. Jerline, Kereen & I had a great time eating with some people. hahaha.
today's training so tough. Tougher than before. Audrey and Amy said that everytime they got into nationals, they get thrashed out and can never get into top8. We must do it. We can get into top 8. We must get into top8. If not this tough training will go to waste.
So many tests! Cannot cope. I do my homework good enough already! lalalalala
BYEBYEBYE (:
HAVE A GR8 DAY.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
here's my plan
there're so many tests. but i know im not gonna be mugging. im gonna mug for volleyball first. until we finish playing nationals and get our desired position. i hope i'll improve on my speed. im not studying. no im not.
there's chinese test tomorrow. im gonna watch tv. and think all about volleyball.
volleyball volleyball volleyball volleyball volleyball
prize presentation tomorrow. WE'RE GONNA REVENGE FOR OUR BGIRLS! WE'LL WIN NATIONALS.
god bless me :D
i'll just do my homework properly.
bye!
Monday, February 14, 2005
lose my breath
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. haha. muying doesnt like valentine's day (: but i like~
Friday, February 11, 2005
it's just an illusion
i have in my heart
i got 4th for x-country today. not fun at all. i think i have sunburns. kereen is the best! she got first. hah! so cool. orange cougar wins lah :D
after x-country went to eat @ macdonalds. BEEF PROSPERITY. vahaha! curlaye fries! then went to jerline's house. haha. her mother is so cute. gave me an angbao too (: awwww, so sweet!
went to watch "i do i do". kinda lame but funny. ohwells. training today was fun. i hope tomorrow will be more fun. i think im gonna have muscle aches. URGH!
Sunday, February 06, 2005
my shattered dreams
& broken heart
i know i havent been updating. i know i know. well, i just wanted to rest for awhile; before i start thinking about somethings i really dont wanna think about. but i guess im all well now. healthy, cheerful. but not exactly that happy.
so anyway. im just so so so happy about getting into nationals. we just won st hilda's, chung cheng. and although we lost to ngee ann, we're not sore losers. we even made friends with them. but we couldn've won them. just by a tiny bit. i really regret though. i think volleyball is an important part of my life. i really love it. i cannot believe im so devoted to volleyball.
yesterday i saw jurong sec on the newspaper because they won champion in the west zone. why couldnt they wait for east zone to finish and take some pictures of us. i think we look better. haha! :O
but i just dont understand why people look down on us. think that we're some gangsters. i clearly explain that we're not. we try so hard to do the school proud. and what we get is some nasty commends. you what a teacher you are. you call yourself a christian. you talk bad about us. i think you're just a disgusting teacher. get lost.
well, i just hope people's opinion of us will change. mr ow is checking on us. he told us that we should show him that we're not what he thinks we are. ohwels, overtime, we will prove him wrong. we're not what some disgusting people think we are. we are human beings too. urgh, that teacher is just an alien.
my studies; slacking. i must catch up. i must i must. i must do well. my volleyball peeps must too. (: we must all work hard together. strive for the best.
love is such a terrible thing to have. i cannot decide. i just cannot. how ? i do not have anyone to confide in. and i know nobody will want to confide in me too. because im a big mouth. i didnt mean to. but people just thinks me this way. ohwel, i shall just let them be. i know who i am and what i did. im responsible for what i did and im not guilty.
this is such a long entry. this is to cover up for ALL the days i didnt update on. haha. so im still not sure if im sad or happy. i just feel so empty inside. toodles~