Thursday, March 31, 2005
the last cheer
a very bad day today. bus broke down, went late, lost the match without play on form and now i think my mother doesnt allow me to go for the overseas trip. damn it. why on this day ?!
we played total crap today. lost 2-0. SHIT. and next year, it doesnt seem as though im gonna be in the team. cannot take revenge. east zone champion. so what. never even get into top4. disgrace. embarrassing. i feel sorry for melvin. he trained us so hard for this bloody match. and we played shit. complete shit. reserves go in. take us out. i think people are laughing at us. i think melvin is embarrased. i'll work hard. make melvin proud. no more argues, no more crying, more skills, more composed. we have disappointed melvin. and i dont know what more to say. but we had a super bad last cgirls cheer. the only and last but BAD cgirls cheer. can we cheer again ? without all those tears ? please ? a very proper one. i just wish i can shout for this last time.
so now. new life begins. cgirls blending together with bgirls. my friends will help me revenge. within this short time span, we'll train doubly hard. i will nature as a mature player. people have 8mths to train. for me, it'll be 1yr8mths.
why of all days today ? couldnt it be better ? sometimes i wonder. ive to do some soul searching. it's goodbye cgirls. hello bgirls. regret but useless. we simply let melvin down. full of regrets. can we rewind it back ? i guess not.
i guess i should stop. making me recap the whole thing just makes my tears well up. can someone please cheer me up ? wake me up from this dream. tell me that we lost to cedar. no! dont tell me that. just cheer me up. i really would appreciate it.
Monday, March 28, 2005
90 miles outside Chicago,
Can't stop driving, I don't know why
So many questions, I need an answer
2 years later you're still on my mind
heya! back to blogging again. TRAINING ROCKED :D i love this kind of training. except for the melvin and me argueing part. wtf, that one i was bloody angry. people's mistake is my fault -.- if you're going to spike then you run away, it's other people's fault. reasonable ? so ridiculous! quite funny, but i feel angry. haha, felt cool though (: people say i very steady! -winkks
my volleyball skills improving again! *wondering if it's melvin's credit. haha! maybe not. i dont know? or maybe because leom, jiapei, yumei have been helping me, in a way or another. haha! sometimes i hate volleyball. but it's fun lah. i prefer loving it than hating it :D
i feel so good. i think we'll win cedar 2-0! prssVBcgirls05 ROCKS! :O i love my volleyball teamates! lalalalalala.
i must focus on volleyball
i lay my eyes on volleyball
i eat, shit, sleep, think of volleyball
volleyball is my life
Thursday, March 24, 2005
undone = done undone
TO MY OH-SO-GOOD TEAMATES:
(( JOBEL JERLINE KEREEN MUYING CAMILIA JASMINE ANNA LYNETTE ))
Im just for sorry for contributing the unnessecaries to the match today. i apologise. i promise that i will train hard. And together, we can beat CEDAR GIRLS SECONDARY SCHOOL. one for all, all for one.
We've been together for like a year. Playing volleyball, all the laughters; make me feel so happy. What's done cannot be undone right ? So the next thing we have to do is to TRAIN HARD. This is the only time we can be cgirls. After this, we're officially bgirls.
But no matter what, we really made a mark for PASIR RIS SEC right. It doesnt mean that neighbourhood schools can do nothing. We show them our power (: But no matter what, i love you (: remember that! *but also must try to win cedar lah! haha.
love,
your #09
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
something about you
went to the airport just now. haha. went to MACDONALDS to eat and study. REALLY!! haha... had so much fun. laughed like mad lah. madness! Did my maths homework. haha. so i dont have any homework. weee~ then bought some candies. hope coach didnt see us there.
training tomorrow. must train well. then thursday match against presby. winwinwin. all the way! hah. since we've come so far.
im overcoming so many obstacles now. damn.
Monday, March 21, 2005
well she's shit, she's whacked
a pink-haired heart attack
i really think she's fly
but it's just so 89
WONWONWONWOWNWON! yayness. Got a teeny glimpse of hope! haha. NATIONALS TOP4. OMG, imagine. It's been so long since i've talked about volleyball matches. because i thought we were hopeless. okay so ONE MORE SCHOOL TO GO, and we're in to the finals. IM LOVING IT! cedar and presbyterian high, youre gonna die. HEY, IT RHYMES. fahh (x
ohyesss, forgot to say; won 2 - 0 (: haha. never action lah. sorry sorry. hehe!
now my life is about volleyball again. ohwels. gotta go do stuff now. see ya later, aligator. i sound so childish. okay, just BYE! haha~
Sunday, March 20, 2005
girl @ the rock show
forgot to blog yesterday. if i blogged yesterday, there would be a big "HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, ROXANE!" but too bad. i didnt blog yesterday. hahah! havent finished my holiday homework. still have so much! ART, ENGLISH, CHINESE, GEOG, LIT, SCIENCE & MATHS. oh dang! -smacks forehead :O
went to church today. damn good service. i came previously for sy roger's sermon too. so funny lah. super cartoon. haha! funfunfun.
after that went to suntec to eat cafe cartel. but i miss marche. marche too ex! ohwels. ate a lot of bread. haha. go cafe cartel to eat bread. wth! haha... then went shopping. bought adidas skirt + 2 shirts :D extra fun. awww~ mel cant buy that mng skirt. next time lah. okay ? (:
today's quite boring. because there's holiday homework for me to do. i hate to do homework. gtg do my homeworks. hope i can finish. HOPE but not possible. haha! but still... eh, MUST WATCH RUHUA LATER. haha. REMEMBER TO CATCH IT AT 9PM! ciao!
Friday, March 18, 2005
REBECCA'S LIST OF ( sad ) SONGS
#1 jay chou - JIAN DAN AI
#2 taufik batisah - one last
#3 lindsay lohan - over
#4 jay chou - an jing
#5 point of grace - you will never [ christian song; if you feel alone ]
haha. all highly recommended (: i love music man. MUSICOLOGY. haha! ohyesss, there's such a song (( FYI - by prince )). okay back to reality
thanks for all the comments the previous entry. so many. see already i get excited. haha. and i replied. so somehow there are many comments. i cheated. haha. okay okay. back to REAL reality. im so crap right. ohyaaa, dun stop commenting. and those who never comment, comment lah! please ? haha. okay, i sound pathetic.
volleyball today. wtf, i have become lousy. haha. no mood. but i have a partner; kereen. but i also tried to cheer her up & encouraged her to play too. hehe. but in the end we ended up talking. haha. KEREEN, DONT FORGET.
this week is going on very fast. i think im enjoying it. why when things are good, they past fast. damn right ? idiotic. haha. but nevermind lah. i kinda like it too.
CIP-ied today. plus training. haha. I actually did nothing during cip. NO lah, quite abit. haha. funfunfun! haha.
FUNNY ADVERTISTMENTS. The M CARD one, MACDONALDS one [ best. treat burger as lover. put on swing. -.- ] & more i cannot remember. so catchy. haha. love ads.
im having emotional breakdown. but i feel happy. why? dont ask me, im crazy!! lalalalalala. ladidum* ohyes. er, i love roxane. haha. or maybe not ? VAHAHAHAHAHA! maybe because she loves kristin kruek. or maybe because her birthday is tomorrow. (: maybe lah. maybe~ dont feel sad lah. im sad too. maybe vitches are villians and villians are sad. so VITCHES = VILLIANS = SAD = NO MOOD = US!
okay. super long entry. update more SOMEOTHER TIME. toodles!
i fell for that stupid love song
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTIES
HEYA! haha. new layout. okay sorry. a bit obvious right. lalalalala
rushan spongebob squarepanties. so funny!
roxane cut your hair. PRETTY / COOL ? aiya, hair will grow. anyway, vitches are supposed to look weird and whatever. so keep long nails. and wriggle your fingers. you look like an EVIL VITCH. [ laughs in high pitch ] VAHAHAHA! so cute! show me your hair lah! something's gonna happen in 3 days. what ? dont ask me. haha!
kereen hope you like the bimbotic prezzie. cute ya ? haha. MAKE SURE YOU EVEN KEEP THE WRAPPER. $1.60 you know! haha. cheap lah. only for my sexaye naughtaye bitchaye hot mama what. RIGHTS ? :D but belated birthday. haha!
well, i've been living life to the fullest. learnt many things today. got quite disappointed. but that special someone helped to cheer me up ya ? THE YOU-KNOW-WHO. haha. sneaky sneaky. haha. And i know that no matter what, GOD is there for me. i will never walk alone. as long as i have faith. ROXANE! i owe it to your song. actually i knew about the song already. but you brought it to life again :D thanks ya!!
actually i had nothing to write. then suddenly got so many things to write. haha. because of the people who cheered me up. ROXANE & YOU-KNOW-WHO, thankiew! haha. now i really have nothing to say. gotta go now. TATA!
Monday, March 14, 2005
> she's not your average girl
very little chance of getting top4. hmm, i dont care. just as long as we can get in. we had so many mistakes. ohwels, cant change the past. rewind! ngh, frustrated. full of regrets.
this holiday is going to be boring. damn
Thursday, March 10, 2005
queen of rock
nationals top4. winwinwinwinwin. cannot afford to lose already. ngh! tomorrow will be an important match that determines almost everything. if get in nationals top4, im getting mini ipod. so cool :D but not because of that i wanna win. we want the status. proving to everyone that volleyball can be an achievement despite of the things we do. haha. and prove that bitch wrong. ohwels!
got my report card. not happy with my results. so many red marks. damn~ told you i didnt study!! darn. back to volleyball! if we get in nationals top4, the whole school might watch us play in air con toa payoh stadium! big deal!! haha.
holidays coming soon. wanna watch the movie "boogeyman". first time i wanna watch a scary movie. haha. i'll be screaming i can confirm! (: should tape my mouth so that i wont embaress myself and people will not throw popcorn at me. i should watch it with my brother. so that i can hind behind him. vahaha! sounds funny. or people who are afraid of watching should watch with me. so that i had a companion to scream with me i wont be alone. haha!
Friday, March 04, 2005
happily ever after
YO! haha. wonwonwonwonwon. that's what makes me so high. but we still have bukit panjang to beat. BUT WE'RE IN TOP8! MUST WIN BUKIT PANJANG. they're only good at tapping. we must winwinwin. ngh!
NOW for the more challenging part. nationals top4. we may even meet ngee ann again. we're already friends with them. but still must have friendly competition lah. or maybe against presbyterian high. sigh.
we're going on a cruise! because we went to nationals. hope seniors can join us. cgirls alone is so boring. we GET TOGETHER, play poker cards and sleep in the same bunk. yea! SUPERSTAR VIRGO/GEMINI whatever~ i dont like cruise. but i just love going on cruise with my teammates! woohoo.
next friday against bukit panjang. must win 2-0! we will do it! i believe we can.
in com lab!
HEYA! haha. im at the com lab. supposed to do home econs. will be leaving soon to play the match against woodlands ring. i hope that TALL GIRL doesnt stand in my way. tall doesnt mean anything!
yesterday we won. but we played very very very badly. sigh. we lost a set. at disadvantage. i hate myself for making silly mistakes.
i hope people will support us later. will blog more when i get home. to inform you all if we won or lost. i hope we win. I really wanna do something to make the school proud. wish us luck. i'll play my VERY best (:
i hope you'll be there. although you werent yesterday
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
do not disturb
ahhh. nationals tomorrow. vs QUEENSTOWN. doesnt sound good though. 3rd placing in dunno what zone. sigh~ but still we have to work hard. changed the placing. weird and i cannot remember anything. i feel like changing back until melvin comes back and practice more.
on friday, we'll be playing with woodlands ring. good school lah. i guess!
then next friday BUKIT PANJANG. the school that lost to jurong 13-25 & 14-25. i think their bloody good lor. but maybe we'll be better. MUST WIN. then top8. THEN work towards our goal. NATIONALS TOP4. im visualising~
i hope you'll be there to support me (:
wish me all the best. good luck to me. god bless. maybe i blog about something good tomorrow (: YEA. AND THERE'S SCHOOLBUS. i love schoolbus. reminds me of pri sch days!