Saturday, July 29, 2006
it's been so long and i havent even caught pirates of the caribbean. So many nice shows, no time at all. The Lake House, Nacho Libre... DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE THE TIME, considering the fact that this whole week is jam-packed with so many common tests. wahliao, BRUDDER, why must you sleep when you were the one who asked me to watch with you? what kind of BRUDDER? sleep until you die la. for all i care.
went swimming on wednesday. made some cute little friends. it started out with bursting their bubbOOs, then learning how to make a tornado in the pool and then catching in the bigger pool. had tonnes of fun. ;D but they made me look so old.
friendzzzz
how mischievous
i still gotta save to buy the num "MENSUCK" (ahem, 2 meanings) shirt. i suck at saving, and my aim to save and buy so many things is so... forgotten. what watch, what bag, what bik. now i want shades.
anyhow, my maid's really good at acting. i called home, number busy. so went home with my dad. we tried not to make any sound. but, when you open the door, surely there'll be some noise right. so the moment we went it, she was in my mum's room, fiddling with her clothes. so fake. she was like taking out my mum's skirt, looking at it, then nod her head and put back. what? she fashion designer ah, see whether the clothing fit my mum anot ah? maids these days.... aiiii (not love).
Boys like you are a dime in a dozen
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
at least God gives me someone to confide in. thank you & i appreciate you* for that :D
anyway, i've been thinking of buying more books. the new louise bagshawe one and more jodi picoult ones. but all the common tests are so.. in the way. haha.
owell, match against junyuan and we were so crappy today. crappy not as in hilariously crappy, but crappy as in lousy crappy. didnt communicate, no teamwork, all the muscle aches. aiya, utterly disappointed with myself.
im contemplating to dl the windows live messenger. in case it attracts all the spam and pop-ups and viruses. i hate those things. the moment you go to the toilet, you see some thousand pop-ups that you have to SLOWLY click the 'x', without clicking the advert. which leads to another pop-up. how irritating.
broke. rain money down.
maybe all this is just something that might build me up, into someone stronger. God, my pillar of strength. why is it that you only turn to certain people when you have troubles? that's the one thing bad about me, and i hope to change that. im sorry to those that i've neglected. why is it that the people you hold close to in your heart, are usually the ones that disappoint you. why is it that people you hope confides in you, dont want to do so. that's life. the selfish way of life. anyway, learn social studies. it's better for you, to let you know that this world, is an obviously selfish world.
who do you look in picture first? yourself. (eh wth, this is so random; but it adds to the fact that the world is selfish la)
all i want to say, is im sorry. for the bad things i've done. i'm gonna amend for the mistakes i have made. and please give me a chance to. to the people i've neglected, to the people i run to only when i have trouble. and i hope you dont blame me for it.
it's time everyone do some introspection. i admit, im not perfect. but i try to be. but people think i'm acting.
anyway, please do not think im emo (:O i am?). however i've put some thought before typing this. thank you, and live well.
( hate is such a mean word )
Monday, July 24, 2006
do not stereotype me. EVER
so many things happening, doubt i can really get through.
just let go
& let God
Sunday, July 23, 2006
or rather ahemcoughcough KORKOR :O
even though you're always such a meanie to me, always threatening me, always using words to make me super angry that i feel like kicking and punching you. but you can be real nice too. so since you're already 18, be nice to me or i will threaten you with your ****. HAHA!
i finally bought a book. guess i wont be that bored after all.
on the other hand, i didnt get to buy the levi's watch ): it's okay, will buy another nicer watch. gonna get a new specs too (wah, i mentioned this in the previous previous post too).
nowadays i dont really have the mood to blog. i keep thinking of all the tests ): all the stress. ahhh. i'll only start reading my new book when all my tests are over. (no la no, in 2060)
blog another day :D heh. oh yes, particularly sorry to YOU, cuz i somehow promised to turn up on these two days but didnt. so sorry. but! you have to tell me other performance dates. cuz im still waiting to see you play! hope you're doing great there, and you play great songs and win some souls.
Friday, July 21, 2006
just finished training. ooh, i'm so tired! my legs are aching so bad! but it's okay, i have a saturday to look forward to! massage massage and MORE massage. hahaha! :D
owell, it's gonna be a busy week ahead. all the common testsssss. oh, how to survive! i've started slacking since the start of the term. ): i hope i can do well. i'm afraid if i dont do well, it'll pull down my sa grades during eoy. am i like thinking too far? haha!
ss test, geog test, english, emath, chem, physics. ARGH! how to spell studying? S-U-I-C-I-D-E! anyone selling happy pills? (not drugs)
rarr! i shall update another time. im too tired to even....
ZZZZzzzzz (i'm so funny. i wanted to say 'finish up this post')
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
felt better today. after sitting with sharyl (sharyl please, dont start ego-ing). bio test was not so good. didnt interpret the question properly. fail already la.
pe was extra fun. seeing people jump standing broad jump, falling/trying to get a better grade. haha! had a good laugh with sharyl debbie and eleen. HAHAHA, still laughing at the thought of it. a GOLD for napha test i hope!
lunched at pizza hut, then went shopping around. oh! the pony bag. buy? dont buy? buy? dont buy? BUY? HAHA.
today is a relatively good day! :DDDDD
so, buy or not? then i need a watch. then i need new specs. ALSO I NEED A NEW READ!
plocks.
Monday, July 17, 2006
i went to see the ip add and the thing got deleted off. and i know who posted that.
i think people's first impression on me = bad.
and i think trying to make people laugh is one thing. and other people thinking that you're TRYING to be lame is another.
back to the moral: THE TRUTH HURTS *stabs.
HAHA. i've decided not to think about these.
REBECCA, THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS. okay da jia hao.
ilubchew. (in this case, not mr chew)
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every thing in the world is going very very wrong. bombings, tsunamis, earthquakes etc. the time is near.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
world peace please?
seems like the only thing you can truly rely on is God. Thanks for my "wonderful class", "friends" and the "special" treatment all of you have given me okay? i truly appreciate it. thanks.
thanks for the stares i get when i ask a question you guys think is STUPID. thanks okay. i really like it a lot. i also love the way you all say me, makes me feel so encouraged k.
"oh, better dont let you iron. i think i let joel la. *giggles*" thanks ah. :D giggles with you.
"can you dont be so selfish" thanks many
thanks for the iloveyou kind of smile and talk in front of me, and the "wahlao, she damn attitude lor" behind my back. been tolerating it for a long time.
what treatment i get everyway i go. apparently every human acts the same way huh?
i've seen behind those masks. thanks for all your multi-faces. thanks truckloads, thanks a million. *kowtow
sorry if i made you feel guilty or remorseful or whatnot, (if that's what you're thinking) cuz i bet you after apologising, it'll happen again. training also get this kind of thing. school also, outside school also. what in the world?
looks like i dont belong in that class, this world.
OH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW AFFECTED I AM.
Monday, July 10, 2006
ITALY! italy's the best, forget about the rest! :D poor zizo, no more ohgloriousretirement or imthelegendleh already. haha. maybe i should start eating italian food, support them!
oh there's so much homework, & my desk is packed with mountains of books, textbooks, 5ys, consent forms and notebooks. i think one day, i can climb my own mountain & stuck my italy flag there. :O homework homework homework. ): how can i cope this semester? ohlord HELP!
just finished trng, oh the passion for volleyball. spiking, receiving, setting (solly, i cannot set), blocking (solly, i too short), serving and all. so fun. i mean, even without cca points, i'll still join! :D
im still in love with korean dramas! but i've no time to watch!
rain's so hot you gotta watch it, PLUS THE GIRL'S SO HOT AND SHE CAN REALLY DANCE! i went to youtube to search for the korean bands, and they can dance! :D we shall see. though you may not know rain, but HE'S HOT. must watch okay, till the end, he strips! GAHHH! for own convenience, press play, pause, wait for it to FULLY load then play (: that way, it's not so irritating! please watch okay, worth the wait one. if cant really see, click on it to watch it on youtube (but mine's clearer leh, haha!)
see the way they strip, hot! the girl, wah madness. see the dancing buildings, FAHAHA!
see the way they dance, hot.
when you dont dance well, it's so vulgar, such an insult to it. dancing is HOT! :D korean pop is hot. i should migrate to korea. haha!
owell! the shower is waiting for me. i stink, real bad.
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ohyes, to all the blur gong taos here, my links are below my haloscan (: just mouseover "booth NO." then scroll down. wah, rebecca is forever so sneaky and secretive with her links! dont say i never link you hor. haha!
Sunday, July 09, 2006
alright, let's talk about jobel tan.
jobel, in the end i didnt buy the watch, so you can buy it first and then haolian to me. meanwhile, i can pretend im very sad cuz i didnt buy the watch.
BUT, buy the nike one leh.
jobel is love. and love equals... CHU! :D
in remembrance of jobel.
can you all like comment anot? when you all never tag, im always stuck at the same photobooth. TAG LEH. (:
finally, a day without sharyl and jobel. LIFE'S GOOD. LG.
short and unmeaningful post. i love my friends. where in the world can you find friends who make you suddenly wanna read their blogs (& then find out they blog entirely about you, they must love me), when actually before that you were supposed to do your summary. oh heck summary. jobel, you made me blog because of your post. then i also love jerline, kereen, lynette, & sharyl ahemahem. (please oh lord i pray that sharyl will not blow up her head cuz of pride.)
heehee, sharyl will be fuming mad.
i suddenly love fashion accessories and costume jewelry and more bkn. i need some of jerline's fatty tissues in the ****** :D jerline, please donate to me so that i do not need to go for plastic surgery. if not, when i go up in the plane, my boobs will... explode? HAHAHA, IM SO FUNNY! i cant stand me.
before i forget, GO ITALY! but also, go france! cuz i wanna let you have a glorious retirement :D but more of GO ITALY. maybe i should paint my nostrils the colour of the italian flag, GOOD IDEA! :]
Saturday, July 08, 2006
i superly need a new blogskin. REBECCA, MAKE ONE FOR ME CAN? sure, she's helluva kind girl :O (no need to open your mouth so big okay!)
i miss kaka & the whole brazilian team. to support them, please buy the havaianas (tollfree number). france won brazil by luck. since france won brazil, im gonna support italy in the finals. GO TOTTI, GO DEL PIERO, GO THEGOALKEEPER! destroy france (but Thierry Henry how). Anyhow, totti sounds so cute right, like tortoise. totti totti priii (remember the pokemon the star egg kido?). i cant stand myself, im funny!
i'm not sure if i was dreaming, but i saw yusof (you know the 2E5 act cute one?) in bus38 today! i thought i recognized the wrong person, but i waved and he waved back! maybe he's just back from arabia. must be fun ah, all the camels and deserts :D kinda miss him though he's very actcute. hidhir too ):
i've got a new phone! :D however, there's never an ending to shorpin! shorpshorpshorp! the LEVI'S watch (JOBEL), the pf bkn (JOBEL), more pf stuff (JASMINE), the money (MUMMY). when you wanna buy something, one's just not enough.
late for training today (what's new!) the oldies came back from training. we're worse than the oldies la. what's/where's the bonding, the shouting, the togetherness? not working hard enough? make sacrifices la, i really wanna achieve something okay. i cannot training the norm training. can we have something new? training's so boring. why we cannot have the sec1excitement all over again? we're doing the same thing every training.
yesterday was fun la, crashing parkway, rushing home to get ready, then watch movie @ PS and take neoprints and then going home late. shopping can be real fun when you meet the right people.
i suddenly have this urge to learn everything! all the SHOULDIs. should i learn the guitar? should i go for tuition? haha. my mum brought my bro to his music lessons (new one, gosh he has two!). the music school is quite popular la, maya lee's teaching there. haha! so i accompanied my mum. i was quite bored, so i persuaded my mum to let me have javanese massage! :D 30min of pure relaxation. i guess i'll be accompanying my mum there every week. i advertised to her about how good the massage was, so i think we'll be going there next week, or even EVERY WEEK! :DDD
after my bro's lessons, went to have turkish food. and there was this very nice and warm corner. i think i should like redeco my room to look like that. CHANGE HOUSE LA! :O
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yet something extra -
treasure her la you !@#$%^&*. must i make you lose her then you'll learn to treausre? keep making her sad. hai, i cannot afford to see my friends all like that you know. haihaihai. you make the difference; she's really happy when you're good together, sad when something happen. why like that. you know she give in and tolerate how many times already? aiya dunno what to say la.
yet something doubly extra -
I MISS YOU, YOU KNOW THAT?
no fucktard, he doesnt miss you at all. he doesnt give a damn about you. he only makes you sad. he fucking doesnt care. he fucking doesnt know what you're going thru without him.
THEN FUCK IT. I LOVE HIM
hur, finding trouble
i think guys are all like that. i hope God gives them this huge mirror so that they can see what's Behind The Scene.
(AM I EMO? haha, i think VERY so)
Sunday, July 02, 2006
WAHPIANG
brazil lost. that's like the upside of the whole century. and so did argentina. it's only the quarter finals, not semi-finals. sad sad situation.
all the dark horses! without brazil in the finals, i feel kinda weird. i remember 4 years ago, i watched the brazil vs germany match, with confidence that brazil will win. but i dont 4 years later, i'll have that full confidence.
ANYWAY, 4 YEARS LATER I'LL STILL SUPPORT BRAZIL. ronaldo, the goofy! ronaldhino!
dont really know who to support now. all the names so short. italy, france, portugal, germany.
i think i support.. portugal and italy. hmm, later got dark horse again. i think i'd better support france and germany.
so if during the semi-finals, people ask who i support i say portugal and italy. after the match, if they laugh at me, i can say "haha! actually i support france and germany one." :D but like that i'll be cheating. so i'd better say... "i support myself. thank you thank you".
but truly, all teams are good la. germany is getting stronger and stronger after every match.