Monday, January 29, 2007
my mum's back, she bought me alot of stuff.
but my focus now, is the competition tmrw. D: jittery jittery jitters.
Lord, please help me now.
'll blog about everything else tmrw. till then, pray hard PRSSVB wins.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
i havent seen my mum for a week yet it seems like months.
it's amazing how someone can make such a different in my life. the person who made my life so much more interesting, made me feel loved all the time, was my mum. though cliche, but it's true. the laundry isnt well, the floor's dusty, the clothes are not packed, the sheets are not changed, the house is empty. i know she'll do all these when she comes back. i know she'll nag, but i depend on her so much that these simple chores are left for her and only for her to do.
i'm used to her nagging, i'm used to getting scolded, that when she's gone, i miss all of it. i love her, and every version of her. i want her to come back soon. it's too much for me to handle. i've been taking her for granted.
i hope there'll never be a day when she's completely out of my life. to put in simpler words, dead. i picture myself crying, even harder than all my cries combined. i'll cry day and night, months and years. every year she goes overseas for some business trips and takes a plane, my heart takes a plunge and i dont know what to do. all i can do is pray. pray that guardian angels'll protect her from all evil and nothing happens to her.
come back safe and sound and happy mum. i'll see you around, tmrw. & i'll do anything to see you smile again. i'll hug you so hard you cant even breathe.
i miss you & i love you is such a common used word that it's lost its meaning.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
HELLO ESKIMO! :D
i'm really losing touch with blogger. it's been a long time friends!
let's not talk about the past. let's talk about today! friendly with tj was alright. i'm making a lot of mistakes, and i feel like a burden to the team. sometimes i dont think i deserve the name libero. even an outsider can point out all my mistakes. owell.
i went shopping at haji lane today! it's the most exciting place ever! slowly, i think people will stop going to orchard and start going there! hip & cool :D though it's just a small lane, but it can be pretty exciting. i saw this AHEMCOUGHCOUGH $325 adidas bag. it was lovely ): but the price... the price... sigh.
ohgaay then i went into 3 (the shop name), twas absolutely fantab! next time you go, you'll know. dont wanna spend time on the... though exciting but boring details. and there was this wallet i liked. $130 thank you byebye. on a happier note i got some stuff! earrings, top (though gawdy but cute), shorts (which looks like boxers but i bet it'd be so loud people'll start staring!), belt, bangle and a headband (so when studying, hair doesnt obstruct - excuses la rebecca, excuses)
i only have one picture for you. see which is which!
okay two pictures. i like to smack jobel (cuz she likes to transfer fats)
i hate that red thing on my face. rar!
Friday, January 05, 2007
i guess i'll just blog when i feel like blogging. gonna take time for my lj to have a nice skin. (keep your minds clean; esp to COUGHCOUGHJOBELCOUGHCOUGH) :D
alrighty, so luckily the first week of school is only 3 days. i'd die if it's like 5 full days la. all the teachers cannot stop talking about the fact that we're taking Os this year and keep emphasizing that it's gonna be a darn stressful year and we've got to pace ourselves and yadayadayada + crabstick. like DUH! i still feel like a sec1 though. i love orientations! :Z owell, we're sec4 alr and lessons started since the first day of school. say together, PIANGZZXSZXXSZ!
EastZone comp starting really soon. this year's jersey's gonna be the best i tell you. but you cannot call me jiu3 hao4 anymore. please start calling me yi1 hao4. si4 li4 yi1 hao4 to be exactly, thank you thank you.
trng tmrw. looking forward & srsly cant believe the fact that after everything is over, we wont be going for trng anymore.
ohmytian, i'm losing touch with blogger, my ex-alltimebestfriend.
omgwtfbbq, i don't wanna be sec4! D: