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Friday, April 20, 2007

i'm getting pretty lazy. when you lose touch with blogging, you really do. it feels weird to blog again.

so i've been sick for a couple of days. i hate myself for not being able to make it for Sports Day today, last Sports Day, crap la. I am an irresponsible girl. I was so afraid to get a fair for conduct so went to see the doc. i hate that doctor la, so ugly. say i act sick. so short still talk so much, if pretty then say me, okay la, so ugly talk so much for what.

see, how mean i can be? i'm changing. i'm starting to hate school, hate O lvls, hate tests (unless i do well), and hate everything. why am i like that? prolly because i'm backsliding i think. i feel so weak, going to church has been a weekly routine, stopping suddenly for chinese tuition feels like crap la. yet i dont know if i'm wanna go church because i'm used to it, or because i sincerely want to.

what a effed up life i have. i hate my family anw, do you know?

KEREEN JERLINE JOBEL, HOW DID Y'ALL DO! GOT TOP TOP TOP CHAMPION OWN TRIPLE KILL AND PWN ALL NOT!


MJ's DSA form has been posted on the web, so if you wanna dsa to MJ, quick! imma sucker to bootlicking, so i wrote loads of stuff. waiting for Melvin and Mdm Mariam's testimonial. if i get it, phew, life would be so much easier. MJ, you've got to accept me kay :D i dont know how many school's i'm gonna dsa to, but, the more the merrier. if kena rejected, i'll feel so dejected man.

i really dont wanna sit for O lvls, now i think my foundation not strong, i've no motivation to study. how do i survive this freaking year? Chinese, B3 and above please. I've been writing so much for all the P1s. I'd better do well. For some, chinese A1 all for the (Royston, shit you :D), for me, writing so much is like asking me to stroke a lizard, i takes so much effort for me to write an appropriate essay. Chinese, imma chinese, but sorry i dont do well.

anw i received an sms today,
(some number): hey bitch..u suck
rebecca: okay

anyway, i'm gonna change number soon, so send all you want to this nonexistant number. when i received the message, i was like, huh, i never attend sports day leh. must be something i have done last time. i mean, surely it should be recently provoke that person that's why today send me right. so, idk la.

oh crap, i think i know who send.







(the short and ugly doctor :D)
if you're the person who sent and am reading my blog, you scared right, ball shrink right? hahhaa,

when you hate life, this is the kind of attitude you give to Blogger. ohwell, check back after Chinese Os la, maybe by then might have new post.

Monday, April 09, 2007

it's amazing how some people can be so smart. moved from Singapore to Holland, she is a cardiologist. She studied in RGS before leaving to holland. Jacqueline Saw considers if a heart operation should be made and wrote the Handbook Of Complex Percutaneous Carotid Intervention (?!)


sorry this is biggest i could find.

Doctor sia, my cousin.

(i know how you'd hate me for blogging such irrelevant things. but, i wouldnt wanna rant abt my utterly pathetic life)

til then, zomg new phone, Rebecca, promise you'll do well.