I am truly amazed by the way He works. When I'm feeling down (and i mean really down down down), He talks to me, through ways i never expected. Songs, and blogs that i blog hop to, phwoar i mean, how can, I've been so... (you fill in). mean maybe.
okay, this i koped. (though it wasnt to me, it felt like it was) "Isaiah 43:1-2 "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name: you are mine. When you pass through the deep water, I will be with you; in the rivers you shall not drown. When you walk through fire, you shall not be burned; and the flames shall not consume you." these problems are temporary. theyre just a test to your faith. and i know now you've already been stretched to your limits but take comfort in knowing that God will never give you something you can't handle mhmm. all that you're facing, he has allowed it, but they wont harm you, they serve only to make you stronger. remember, he's in control, and all these though very very difficult, theyre a part of his great plan for you. im sure its a plan to prosper you in every way he can.
you're stronger than that, i know it for a fact. be still and wait, jesus will keep his promise mhmm he wont abandon you, just hang in there and let him work. satan is out to destroy, dont let him destroy you. cling on tight to jesus he will vindicate. love you dear im just a call away and you know that<33 for now take things as they come dont read too much into things, and don't think too much, sometimes, ignorance really is bliss. somethings are way beyond our control, leave it to the big one up there k?"
Stop trying to read me, you got it all wrong. Life is gonna get better, I'll make sure of that.
Thanks for all the, "You're so strong, can handle one la" :D Though they dont know what's going on, they still just approach me like that. I should just pao kai all the disturbing thoughts (because why even bother to explain). Triple YAY to shoppang later! Yo Yo Yo, & say hi to my new cam soon.
Happiest Girl alive? You bet! Think.Happy.Thoughts :B
But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in It’s all over me.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
YOZ YOZ YOZ, i think i must tie my bo liao friend's hands!
DOLLFACE, MOVIE SOON OKAY! :D muah muah muah, you're so brave! I'm so looking forward to church and sundays now. K, my i cannot believe you were such a bitch last time. Join you for boxing classes ha ha ha!
Study camp's killing me. Ends so late, even later than normal school day! On friday it's gna be til 5 ): Well i'll survive just like i did today. Vesak day tomomo, wishing all my Indian friends (do i even have any? ha ha!)
I need to shop soon! Moolah, rain down!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
From this incident, I've learnt.
What doesnt kill you, really makes you stronger.
Also, to that stranger that i don't really know, bugger off.
Life, is imperfect. Now i know. Sometimes, some things are better left unspoken.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Finally, I am here again after braving through Chinese Os. Please congratulate me, wish me luck. As long as I get a distinction, I'm more than happy, really! (although maybe I'd wish I'd gotten an A1, people are unpredictable what! No la no, B3)
So the topic was abt gambling, abt how it causes broken families and stuff. I don't know if i screwed up but.... aiya I think the thousand and one cheng yus made up for it. For gong han, zomgosh i forgot to write when! Other than that I think I'm quite safe :O)
I was feeling quite nervous today, scared what I had studied would be of no use. If i had known, I'd study gambling zzz! If i had known.
I'll do it my way, I'll call you on the phone when I arrive,
Friday, May 25, 2007
hello again, i'm really saddened! My report book striked me hard. I think I knw what I've gotta do. Diet (okay out of point), not go out, no movies, don't use too much comp, revise all the unrevised (ew SA1), prepare for the next CA, catch up with the others.
've got to take my mind off all these now. PTC later on (sianz), then competition. Owell nothing much to say, just sad la. I don't think I can DSA anymore. I'm just a pasir bloody ris libero. Just exactly, what am I?
Ai (here it goes again), concentrate on Chinese now, concentrate.
brain: but it doesnt go into my head you fugly ftard! PlanA, Mission 0186 (ha ha my chinese reg number).
So things to do after june holidays: 1. Check weight (fingers crossed!) 2. Feel brand new 3. Feel more confident 4. Make sure I top the class or something (hard work's gotta pay off right)
No more A2 for emacks, Study Suckz To The Core/Maximum! ): I've never been so (insert some random word that comes to yr mind now) in my life.
Not feeling well, I knw I can do much much better than this. Emath is such disappointment. For chumans, it's as if I can never score an A. & Bio's a disappointment too. What to say when you're getting such results, everything is a disappointment. Ai, not talking abt it anymore. Like Mr Teo said, it serves as a big wake up call. For now, I'll just concentrate on Chinese. A2 for Olvl please! You don't knw how much I've sacrificed just to see an A on my report cards. It's always b4 b4 b4, to hell w b4. Now w (freakin) Chinese tuition, I've stopped going to church (huge sacrifice), read model essays, tryna do really really well. Chinese, China, oh, spare me.
Can't stop thinking. Anway, my mum's coming back alr. I'm so excited. She's left for 10days, wasn't there for me during my hardest times & Mothers' Day. Which is kind of sad for me. I've to start ironing so she won't be so stressed up when she comes back. I hope she bought loads of stuff, to make me happy! :O) Ha, talking abt 10days, Chinese Os is like about 10days away. Gna pass like wind ): P1, my time to score! P2, try yr best.
Hokay, I think the song doesn't fit how I'm feeling, but... gr
Feeling that I'm not good enough. Inferior complex always strikes at the wrong time. My, will someone just encourage me?
You're oh, oh, oh, like air I can't stop my breathing in
Monday, May 14, 2007
I rly don't know what's wrong w my mac! It views everything in a different way! & Because Imma perfectionist (coughcoughcough), I used my broz comp to check if it looks okay. I don't know if it is because i did loads of bad things in my life, but it looks completely different on both comps. Tell me what's wrong w the template if it looks wrong to you kay! Comment too! And don't try to find my non-existent links, cuz it's not here at all! Simple ha ha ha!
Kereen (that twat) triggered me to catch Cruel Intentions which was fantabulous I swear! RA though (I'm old enough, trust me). At least it entertained me for quite some time he he! :O) So Amath (Amacks!) was not that as tough as I thought it would be. I have 0 confidence in circular measure, must buck up. Aja aja fighting! Hopefully can score above 70, please!
Something random just happened Dad: Can help me iron my two clothes? Yrs Truly: TYPETYPETYPETYPETYPE, which one? Dad: Leaves house.
O.o?! HAHA Wthell, how'd i knw which one? So heck la! Right... I digress.
Out offa suddenly (dunch laugh at my english, it's for you to laugh), I love the songs on my BOYF (IPOD). Signal Fire, Stand in the Rain, Alfie, Last Night & lastly Endlessly are at the top top top! I must stop listening to Endlessly! It was in my head the whole morning when I was doing the paper, ear worms! Ohyes, did I mention I saw a rat on the bleddy zebra crossing and screamed? A dead one, omgosh! The intestines were all out (J, you didn't have to keep saying ha ha ha), then everyone started to look and dodge the dead rat. Cruel intentions of the driver! Maybe the wreckless prsn thought it was a rock, and stepped on the accelerator doubly hard he he, quite cute!
I like to see my broz dance, one day I'll take a vid of him and post it here. Shall not leak any sexy details he he, check back!
/Ps, when you read my blog, remember to click on the song before you read kay! More atmosphere, sexy sexy! Nice notz the song, ahhhh. But who the heck is B44, I don't rly knw also. Ha ha, prolly part of Banana In PJs. Owell! Good day everyonez.
And I know I've always just been your friend But if you look my way , I'll make sure you're never hurt again
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Hello World :B
Okay, so now that exams are over (triple hurray!); well not really over, left amath & chinese lstning, but hey, no hardcore studying with calibee or gobstoppers! I'm really really glad the exams are over. I worked my soul for this time's examination, in the hope of DSAing. Homygoshheeettt, I'm super scared. I wna make so many people happy, namely God myself and my mum. It's all I've ever dreamed of. Results, please don't fail me. Biology, and science practs are ggbbqwtfgthzomfg la! gth = go to hell (new term new term!) Zzzz, and I'm suffering from loss of sleep. Withdrawal symptoms of studying too!
Joined youth cup this yr, tryna win some price for the school once again through the alumni team. So there was trng today, the ultimate time to burn off excess fats, duuuu nannnssssss, and the chewy gobstoppers that I eat almost every single day. My hand's swelling! Haven't played since, omgdoyouknowwhen? Hai, skills deproved (no such word but, wcares!) but I'm gna make it! Met up w the snrs again, it's gr8 to see yr snrs once in awhile. See how they've grown, tee hee hee, and also to catch up w them and gain some experiences like where to DSA to (YMEI!)
Ohgaaaay so 've been wanted to shop and break looose since idkw. Today was deeedayyyy. S'posed to catch SPIDOOMANUTWEE but grr J&J were so tired, they'd slp in the cinema! I spared them from they agony and we decided to shop (aye worse, aching legs due owww) Walk abit here & there, nibble abit here & there. Twas quite fun in a sense :O) Ah retail therapy! He he he, we ate bi bim bap (korean foodiexxxx), deserts (sesame street! and mango sago w iscream). We release the innerbeings laaaa, the momomonsters ha ha ha, you'd never understand how we manage to shop so much and eat at the same time, oh the temptations!
Finally, we went over to bugis, not for cheap thrills nor window shopping, but srsly buying hawt stuff he he he (unleash, HWAAA!) I bought a hairband at 8moolah (ex! rawr) @ accesorize, and pair of shorts at M)phosis for !@$%^&*()more moolah. Still, i'm eyeing on the green one (J, i really hate chew, chew you into pieces using my mouth, secreting enzymes that do not spare you! hehehehehe bio!) Ai, you can say, we're never contented :K
Alrighty, I sink tis es a vely long postiex, so will likening to the end here ho ho ho :{ aw, dont sad, peekchas soon. Anw, too all mums and mums to be (i'm pregant really, must believe me) HAPPY MUM MUM DAY! How i wish my mum was here w me, so appreciate yr mum! Give her like the biggest hug of yr life, squash her boobs, flick her tits or somit! :O hawt stuff hiak hiak hiak. Kthanksbye
Thursday, May 10, 2007
No, I'm not slacking, I'm downloading geography notes, meaning I'm studying :D
Aiiiiiiiiiiii how to make my mum proud like that, how to dsa like that? My mind's really blowing, srsly. I've never taken in so much info sorry it's not that i dont want to blog more but it's because i need to study i'm so sad until i dont wanna leave any fullstops or commas zzzzzzzzzzzz